Disappointment =_________=

It's the time i update by blog...
There are oni 2 reasons i will update my blog...
First,
is I very VERY happy...
Second,
is terbalik~~~
Mood damn bad...
Guess this time I wrote this post with which kind of mood? ><

Whats ur feeling when u found out that ur best frenz...
Frenz tat I always hang out with,
NO! can substitute
"always" with "used to" now... =="
Going out without invite u...
D most important thing is tat...
The place is d place that i desperate to GO!!!
FUCK!!!
wad to say?
except disappointed T^T

Dunno how to say la...
Mayb less contact already?
NO phone arh =="
Mayb busy?
Wat?? we can meet in college or even outside d leh~~~
Mayb dun wan invite me?
Kinda is... ><
How to say arh?
it's like when we less go out together~~
Den slowly will forget or get used to not to call me / us anymore~~~
Hmmm... Mayb is la...
HaizzzZZZZzzzz~~~

So what?
Luckily i stil gt somebody tat i can rely on~~~
As I said..
Best frenz not based on
quantity ,
but Quality...
Depends on who is care for u d most...
But not think of u when they need u...
Otherwise,
I am juz a stranger for u all~~~
Kinda FML~~~
ZZzzzz

Nvm~~~ I can survive by my own...
and even with d frenz tat care for me...
I got to b tough..
TOUGH!! TOUGH!!!!!!
next time dun wan ask u all edi...
coz u all will nvr concern about me~~~

So... chill wailuen!!!
u stil got a long way to go ^^
Gambatee!!!
coz stil got something and somebody tat worth for me to work for it~~~ ^^
기름!!!

At last... At First......

* JaN * First Chapter *

Well, i guess i hav really reaLLY REALLY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time... dunno how many ancient time, nvr update my blog... I think now its d time, becoz today is the start of my new sem, and a new year 2012, and a new me with new hairstyle.. LOL!

Hmmm, just the first day of college, it's traffic JAM! OMG! wad a bad start of a new day of a new year... Zzz... Luckily, stil can arrive college in time... Wuuuu~~~ becoz d first lesson is Chemistry by Mr SIva! Can feel d pressure ady on d first day.. ><

Nvm, den is Bio Lect... She freaking looked like Yuqing!! Sry YuQing, no offense ya... >< coz really look alike when i first saw her (Ms Cheong >< ) , but actually many points different la... like hair la, face la.. haha xD
And, mayb is first day, she taught nothing! I was bored + stomachache + sleepy, until i walked out d DK and heading to canteen 2 toilet for 30 minutes!! haha xD crazy rite? xP

Then, Physics time... My MR HOO!!! He din take us for this year... Haizzzzzzz............... So sad TT he is damn pro.. my model.. but he juz left us alone TT nvm la, hope that Ms Ong (new lect*) would be as pro as Mr Hoo la... But today lesson copied until my hands are surrendered!!! LOL!! A boring day~~~

After that is the lesson which that I stressed of... It's Chemistry Practical!!! By Siva!!! ARghhhh!!! I can feel d pressure when he entering d lab and pointed few students' shoes.. =="
He's stricter than Mr Chauky~~ mayb its good.. haiz... after that, he was like d last time, talked his WONDERFUL story from 11am to 11.45 am!!! A good story teller rite? HAHAHaHA XD
Pity Huan YangWei, sit at d front row, felt not like funny also hav to smile to Siva.. Zzzzzzz.. =="
Not only that, he was always staring at us when we conduct experiment!! It's really stressful ah!!! If we did a mistake scared he will shout at us leh... Hngggggggggg >< TT

When our lunch time, it's our relax time!! And today we were celebrating Hsin Yi belated and LaiYan earlier Buffdae!!! Wakaka! We ordered 5 pizzas! But ended up with everyone stil hungry ==" Can see how hungry we are?? hahahaha xD
Sorry ya guys, cant made u all full ><

And, here's d photos! Happi buffdae 2 leng luuuiiii!!! haha xD



Hmmmm... Den is our favourite, not not not! It's Huan's favourite! SC Lee tutorial!!! >< haha xD
Then as usual, sambil chit-chat, sambil chui-shui, sambil show his maths "power", sambil walked around... haha xD Then is GP!!! Vry long time nvr see ms Jynn... and quite funny d whole lesson~~~ haha xD

At last, Moral !!!!!!!!!!!!! ==" Like MS, sleeping time! ^^ but, she is funnier than Mr Loong... Hard to sing lullaby to us... haha xD but its really tired to stay awake from 8am to 6pm!!! aiks... wad to do??? TT

* * *

Finish my first day routine, now come d sad news~~~ First is, this saturday gt replacement!!! Arghhhhh!! Spoiled my saturday with KLCC~~ TT Hate it!! but, bye-bye Moral! ^^

Den, is that my CNY holiday oni 3 days!!! wad d mother F**ker!!!! Cant play ady, cant rest ady, cant do anything ady TT wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu TT superb hate it la... but, wad to do again?? TT

Third is which i scared of, After CNY, is first test!!! Shit!!! i almost forgot all AS edi, how to catch up back... Sei lo this time~~~ CNY cant play edi TT wuwuwuwuwuwu

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Why d first day of skul shud received so muuuuuuccccchhhhhh sad, bombarding, frightening, upset, irritating news? haiz..... haIZ... HAIZZZZzzzzzZZZzzz.......................

O.O

Well,

Its edi one week after holiday...

Zzz...

However,

I think i am stil in holiday mood,

that i haven nervous...

or gan jiong...

( y??? )

Har?

Dunno ke??

Exam la!!!

oh ya~~~

its E.X.A.M !!!

Nope...

shud be test 1... haha xD

However, also test wad...

althought not so "important"...

But stil exam wad...

So need to focus more...

hope i wont fail...

if not sure die gao gao... ><

( who wanna kill u?? )

I kill myself =="

hahahaha xP

lame izit?? LOL

Erm...

during this week,

our skul having OO nite programme...

Like to promote or ask ppl vote them...

I get de ticket!!

yay!! haha xP

But i more prefer go for TT nite...

I think will be more interesting,

but seems that ticket finish,

den go OO lor... haha xD

Den during this week,

several shows carried out in canteen 2,

its quite funny~~~

can see many ppl dancing...

can feel de hot atmosphere and spirit~~

really fun~~~

haha xD

but i stil considering whether wanna go for de OO..

coz need wear their theme costume... LOL

so...

under consideration..

haha xD

wan dim ticket free wad...

haha xP

thats all for today...

TQ ^^

haha xD lame...

By: Gary

HoliDayZ

It had been

so

soo

sooo

soooo

soooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOO

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG

TiMe

never

NEVAR

touch my blog~~ =="

Mayb i'm busy...

Busy for wad?

Study??

(chanwailuen whr got so hardworking??)

Hanging out?!!

(That's it!!!)

Indeed!!!

For my 2 weeks holiday,

I can say non-stop shopping... ><

(non-stop? freaking geng lo~~~)

Erm... no actually la...

Juz spent most of my time in outside.. =="

Books??

Got touched!

Ya~~~

Juz touched... never read TT

And now...

Listen carefully...

NOW!!!

Aku baru read and do homework...

Am i so lazy??

(Ya! very!!)

LOL

Mayb its true...

I admit...

I lazy...

( dun listen too much Bruno Mars' song!! )

YYY???

( "The lazy song" )

LOL... =="

mayb la...

Recently aku memang addicted to Bruno Mars' songs... XDD

Izit side effect of it??

Haha xD ><

However,

its time to wake up...

Today went back college to study..

( har? study?!!! )

haha xD no la... I where got so hardworking... ><

( fortunately... )

WAd?!!! WAD fortunately!!!!!!!!!!

( Joking zxD )

Actually i go back college library to return books...

I dun wan pay fine!!!

haha xD

even one sen xDD

Den i do some homework...

Den go find TSJ..

( Who?? )

Ms Tan see Jie la...

haha xD

den wanna find Chu han ...

Mana tau dia dah balik... =="

Den sms Mr Meng Phin...

Tak reply!!!

LOlz...

Den finally come to CITC on9 awhile...

( 2 hours = a while??? )

haha xD paiseh la ><

Come back to college...

Suddenly got a feeling that wanna study...

( really anot??? )

ya la... Juz got a feeling...

Faster open skul la!!!

if not i become a lazy pig...

TT

really regretted for no touching books for 2 weeks...

Now touch back...

A bit scared TT

Haiz...

can blame who??

( KTAR! coz giv holidays )

Ya la!!!

haha xD no la...

Juz can blame myself... TT

haiz...

Cry till no tears also no use now TT

Juz oni can catch up now...

Hopefully CAN... ><

* * *

Do u know that..

I MISS you??

Do u know that...

I always think about u ??

No matter u know anot...

I juz will keep my faith...

Hope that one day u will turn back ur head

and see me...

See me that i am waiting and supporting u...

behind of u... ><

晚安 爱人 谁都晓得该往前走了

让时间去默认

明天我们一定都会遇见对的人

我还醒着 其实我早该知足了

享受着心痛的过程

安静的守护一个人

纵然苦涩

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Paiseh...

No photos upload this time cuz using college computer...

Going to rain here...

Got to go le...

See ya ^^

by,

GARY

College life

It's two weeks of my college life in TARC...

Well, its was so fun after i found that
my classmates very nice too! ^^

Monday, having lecturer class..
Juz get to know some frenz...
means new frenz...
I also met Chin Kong!
At de moment when i wan to open de door of DK,
he called me!
And so ridiculous i cant recognise him!!
I juz able to spell out his name after some moments...
LOL...

Tuesday, no bio lecturer class...
We sat in a classroom...
Well, everybody is taking out a book,
and reading,
I juz wondering,
Y they so hardworking??
So, I turn my body and getting to know new frenz...
That moment, i met Yi Wen,
And both having crazy talk!!
So nice lar her!!
A girl can play and joke with~~
haha xD sporty~~ ^^
And i also get to get everybody phone numbers
by walking around d class...
And finally...
I Get Every Classmates NUMbER!
So glad!
Coz i met a class of nice classmates~ ^^
*~ HAPPY ~*
btw, i been "selected",
or shud b "pushed"?
to become class rep... ><

Wednesday, having a boring class...
MALAYSIAN STUDIES...
It shud b a interesting class...
But become lullaby for all student in hall..
I also one of them...
Chatting with FB frenz via phone...
SMS with frenz via phone...
Till my phone no battery..
Hahah xD ><

I know i am naughty...
I admit... haha xD

Thursday...
Played by bio lecturer...
how played by?
Like keep asking me answer her questions...
When i stil having figure out d answer...
LOL...
and that day,
also fooled by "dunno who" =="
Coz we dunno whether bio practical got chg venue or time..
We go ask office...
They say go to H103 classroom...
time--1.00-2.30pm
and i called everybody come here,
Suddenly a class came in say they will using this classroom...
So we go out and asked office,
they say chg to 2.00-3.30pm =="
den i called to everybody again...
Nvm!
we go library...
Suddenly Hsin Yi sms us say Bio lecturer wait us at Lab!
Den i faster call every ppl go to original lab...
Den walked till half way,
Hsin Yi said teacher forget that venue hav changed =="
Den i called everyone to go back to classroom... ><
Izit May fool day invented?
Fool rite?
LOL...

Friday, before class,
everybody gathered at canteen one to write wishes on a card,
for Yi Wen
who will leaving to Perlis for matrix...
We having it secretly...
And after Physics practical...
We all giv de card to Yi Wen~~


She seems a bit suprised!
And Kelly also gav her a gift...
I really hope Yi Wen will like our gift...


Hehe xD
Then we having a photograph session...


As a memory for all of us... ^^


*~ NICE ~*

Saturday,
No skul today...
But a bit sad...
Actually i am very happy d...
Coz i had met many nice frenz and classmates...
However,
sadness came visit...
many of them kena JPA and matric...

*Yi Wen -- Matric in Perlis*
*Zhi San -- UCSI medic*
*Ka Hou -- IMU medic twin. prog. *
*Chee Teng -- Pharmacy USCI *
*Amelia -- UNITEN *
*Khai Qi -- probably medic also.. *
*Amelia*
*Chanel*
*Shuet Yee*

All are going to leave soon... ><
Well, They shud choose JPA
coz it was not easy to get it...
So, we juz can wish them...
Hope they good luck..


And hope our frenzship will never ends...
Miss u all...
A Lot!!!

Orientation week

Well, I hav in TAR College for one week... Nope!! Is 4 days! For orientation... Feel fresh! But Tired!!! + Stress... T.T

First day, alone... Ppl beside me looked so cool! Not dare to talk with them... Tot wan find jia yao... But edi start... No chance.. ==" And is a mass call programme... keep giving speech... After speech, stil speech ==" And like that, one day gone... =="

* No * meet * anyone *

Next day, is also a speech for SPUS student... Wad? Wad is Spus? Well, is School of Pre-University Studies.. HAHA... Quite fun~~~ Fun than talk a day before ==" That day was Society day... But i missed to hav a look on it... Haiz... Den jia yao met with me and we go made student card...

Wad de hell? For make one student card, cost us to queue up for two hours!!! Shit man... More worse is i not satisfied with my ID card photo ==" Stil need hold it for one and half year... T.T After that stil need go for wad ICT training... For de "lecturers" talking too fast and i get zero ==" DEn stil need do wad so called assignment which doesn't look like assignment ==" Funny 99... ><
And today i met a new girl --> Qian Hui~~~ wish we could be frenz.. ^^

* Met * qian hui *

OKAY... De next day is having no programme... But that day we go to library to search for textbook and reference book... Or hav a tour in library... haha xD Fortunately, we found all textbooks... And we tot wan too photostat them... But suddenly Jia yao ask his frenz said no need buy or photostat any textbook (except malaysian studies) except u really need them... Or else lecturers notes are sufficient... So? we put them back... and wait some classes and photostat if really need it...

Well, i saw my A lvl textbooks... Really frightened me!!! Guess how much textbooks we going to hav? Is 8!!! It's many!!! Oni maths edi hav 4.. ==" I think my life for these one and a half year will be suffering... Truely... T.T

And after that, we go online in library.. i quite satisfied with this library... First is air-cond supply, coz i can get into it when i am hot... haha xD Next is hav many books!!! I like it!! Third is hav many study area! I guess library will be my next study area in these A lvl life... Lastly is hav computer! cool coz i can use it when i was bored... Haha xD

* No * meet * anyone *

Den, Next day... Last day of orientation... Our A lvl is going to hav a talk about subject briefing... Some parts are interesting, but some parts stil considered bored... especially for computing subject de... Sucks!! I quite like Bio teacher... quite this subject looked interesting~~` HEHE... And de chemistry lecturer --- Mr Siva... So coincidence rite? HAHA xD Looked so fierce... Hope he will not coz he is teaching me... T.T and say like very serious... Plz dun giv me more stress... Haiz... ><

And i meet some new frenz ---> yao qing.. if i not mistaken... and one more guys... doesnt know wad his name.. ==" And two more art class girls... Doesn't know names too... ==" Hope can meet more new frenz... ^^
And after that, hav a very very VELI boring library talk... LOL... Sienz till many ppl slept... I also yawning edi... Finally after half an hour, de talk finished and we rushed to get out from this bored place... Den we get to SAD for registeration of society and clubs... And after that we go hav a look on our timetable... WTF! My class is SN12A... Not same class with my frenz --- JiaYao... and even Yuqing also... Oh God!!! Y u so cruel? T.T I juz hope that my classmates will be very nice... Hope so... ><

However, its already a fact.. trying to accept it and hoping for a better life... ^^ Hopefully...

* * *

I not meant that,
I not meant that i dun wan to blend into u all,
but i also need some new nice frenz...
Hope can understand my situation,
Dun blame me and made me sad...
I dun wan lost u all too...
I was juz sad when i heard those words...
I do sad...
Plz... T.T

Tired...

Second day of orientation...
one word described...
T.I.R.E.D!!!

OMG@@
mayb suddenly too many stuff to do,
make i felt a bit stress,
causing very tired...

Now,
i lost my appetite...
Dunno wad's happening...
LOL T.T
I scare leh,
scare kena aneroxia...
But think positive...
can lose weight... haha xD

Haiz...
Finish my student card today,
tml going to library and buy text books...
wuuu~~~ Hope everything will b fine..
And i can handle all those stress... T.T

De class listing again delayed to friday,
worrying...
Wish can same class with my frenz lar... Haha xD
If not i very scare de leh... hehe xd
Hopefully ...

well, really tired...
lazy continued...
If continue, i scare i will juz sleep in front of my laptop,
so...
wait my next post to describe my study weeks soon~~`
hehe xD