Disappointment =_________=

It's the time i update by blog...
There are oni 2 reasons i will update my blog...
First,
is I very VERY happy...
Second,
is terbalik~~~
Mood damn bad...
Guess this time I wrote this post with which kind of mood? ><

Whats ur feeling when u found out that ur best frenz...
Frenz tat I always hang out with,
NO! can substitute
"always" with "used to" now... =="
Going out without invite u...
D most important thing is tat...
The place is d place that i desperate to GO!!!
FUCK!!!
wad to say?
except disappointed T^T

Dunno how to say la...
Mayb less contact already?
NO phone arh =="
Mayb busy?
Wat?? we can meet in college or even outside d leh~~~
Mayb dun wan invite me?
Kinda is... ><
How to say arh?
it's like when we less go out together~~
Den slowly will forget or get used to not to call me / us anymore~~~
Hmmm... Mayb is la...
HaizzzZZZZzzzz~~~

So what?
Luckily i stil gt somebody tat i can rely on~~~
As I said..
Best frenz not based on
quantity ,
but Quality...
Depends on who is care for u d most...
But not think of u when they need u...
Otherwise,
I am juz a stranger for u all~~~
Kinda FML~~~
ZZzzzz

Nvm~~~ I can survive by my own...
and even with d frenz tat care for me...
I got to b tough..
TOUGH!! TOUGH!!!!!!
next time dun wan ask u all edi...
coz u all will nvr concern about me~~~

So... chill wailuen!!!
u stil got a long way to go ^^
Gambatee!!!
coz stil got something and somebody tat worth for me to work for it~~~ ^^
기름!!!

Sorry~

Today, keep thinking~

I remember that, we were happy,
I remember that, we were fun,
I remember that, we enjoy fun together,
when last time......

Will this memory last longer?
I keep thinking...
But all de memory in my mind are happy de...

I realise that,
I am less talkative these days...
Mayb u all feel that,
I got some problem,
Or some secret,
Or some argue...
Sometimes,
I also dunno wad am i doing,
Mayb i got a bit emo?
Mayb,
I am a failure,
A failure in frenz,
Sorry,
I dunno how to control my mind, my emotion...

Sorry all,
Mayb these days,
I make u all feel that i wan to far from u all,
But i can say... NO...
Mayb i think i not fit to u all,
Mayb i think...
dunno...

Sorry, From Now!
I will b like past time!!!
Dun worry me!
Nothing happen on me!
Haha!
Cross my heart!!!
And i wan to say,
Sorry to u all...
SORRY