I hope...

Today, went for badminton
Damn tired!!
2 hours badminton non-stop...
sure tired... T.T
Leg also going to patah... T.T

Really need more exercise~~~
I want to get rid of my big stomach ah!!!
Haiz... T.T

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Finished packed up my college bag!! Haha xD
Looking forward to new college life...
Hope I will enjoy it!! ^^

Wad i scare is..
meet some cool and lc ppl...
But i really hope tat,
i can meet nice,Nice, NICE frenz!!!
Hope can lar~~~

NO! Muz be can! Haha xD
God Blessing... ^^

Sucks!

Today is my MUMMY birthday! and i had have a call to my mum with singing "happy birthday" song to her... I think is de best wishes and i guess she will touched... ^^ Happy birthday to her!! wish her always happy... ^^

Today also Andrew Ng's birthday!! I go De Pastry bought a cake and planned to take to centre to him... But when i reached thr, rain so heavily and wind so strong!!! So i go tesco popular a while to buy stationery and waiting rain stop... When i driving, de wind keep blowing!!! I cant see anything... I open light, high light double signal and highest speed of wiper... But stil scare... I not scare de water... I juz scare tree falling... Haha xD funny rite?? xP

Fortunately reache Tesco Kepong safely... And bought all stationery... Den i buy to centre that i wanna take de cake for Andrew... But unfortunately, Andrew saw me at down stair while i'm in de car, ready to get up... However, he seems busying for something, so i passed to hui min... Hope he will enjoy my present... ^^

Today quite a good news~~ I meet with Yuqing! my tuition mate last times and we are going for A lvl at KTAR!! Wow! one more frenz went thr too!! Haha xD she looks nice! Like it!! ^^

Saturday, I dunno wanna going for 1u... Honestly, i am stil mind and angry... I juz hate that feeling... But when i decide wanna go, dad look like not allow... Mayb its a fate that ask me dun wan go... Perhaps... Probably is... ><

To somebody, Juz dun make me more hate u...

Dun come around me!!! I hate that feeling!!! BAD~~~ SUCKS!!!

Wad I am...

Sometimes... I feel tat my AVAIBILITY is SMALL SMALL SMALL like hell... I am not even a sand in ur eyes...Last Sunday = yesterday, I held a birthday celebration for Joslyn... Well, i created an event in Facebook... Initially i stil felt tat many ppl will attend... However, fact tell me that is NO!!! The event created on Wednesday if i not mistaken... Den till SUNDAY morning, many stil not replied!! (except ppl tat told me via sms...) Den Chu han helped me called to each "guests" one by one!!! But all giv reasons like: "Tired", "many homework", "family day"!! LOL... Tired? Reason that not to celebrate birthday with frenz? How if ur birthday i tell u i tired den i dun wan go forur celebration?? Homework? Juz 8pm-10pm u will do homework?If got heart de u will did it early la... LOL... Family day? Morning family day, night family day again?? Mayb i small gas or wad, i cant accept all those so called "reasons"... I shud laugh for it...

Fortunately, some frenz although knew many ppl cant attend, but they stil attend coz they respect this event and all their frenz... I really glad that, u attended...

Wad i feel is... U all din even treat me as frenz... I juz like a sand... Wad "she" say, u all will obey... Wad I say? Diu me also not free!!! If not u all can see de... Juz observe... U see? Like Yanxiang, Edric, Terry, Minghui, sin hui, jes Ng, seejie, they will saw me! whenever i need them, they willing sacrifice time to listen to me... but others? I dunno la... Speechless about this... I shud get away from all these annoyed... TIRED!!!

I appreciated all those true frenz tat treat me really good... THX!! For ur all support...

True frenz will always make an avaibility time for u... And now i realised it...

Cousin Bro Wedding...

Today, i ponteng again for my Cambridge class... =="

Felt so sad... Coz my grandmum cried lazt night... Mayb she got same bad feeling... I dunno... But i feel sad when i saw her cry... I really love my grandmum... Hope she will b happy always... God bless u, grandmum ^^

Afternoon, I heading to 1u to get my new spectacles!! Wakaka xD I bought de spectacles that looked smart but not fesyen... Coz i feel tat, "Smart" suit me better... ^^ hahaha xD After tat, I had Sushi Zanmai as my lunch!!! Yummy!! Long time never eat so much japanese food since de radioactive event of Tokyo... Anyway, hope Japan and our world will be better soon... ^^ After tat, i buy some pimples cream to treat my pimples and acne spots... I wan my handsome look back!!! So i gotta work hard.. ^^

At night, i heading to my cousin bro wedding dinner... I wore a smart look!!! Smart izit?? haha xD The wedding held at Tai Thong, PJ... Food consider "OK", but quite fun coz we all had sing on de stage!!! So nice tat feeling huh?!! haha xD

When i walked in, i saw my cousin bro's wife... Her "stomach" quite BIG edi!! 4 months i think... Anyway, we shud be happy of them... Hope new baby will born happily... ^^ After tat, i realised tat oni around 15 tables of wedding dinner... Somemore not all ppl attend... Got a feeling of disappointed... Felt like too easy... Or even said "随便"... Juz a feeling... Anyway, happy then good lo! haha xD Den we hav our seats... I am waiting for de bride and bridegroom to walk in grogeously on red carpet... Mana tau suddenly they already had their seats... ==" Felt so "funny"... ==" It not supposed to be very gorgeous d meh? Y look like so........?? Urghhh... Anything....... Then, we juz started ate... Den when eating, de hall was SO SO SO quite!!! Nobody make some atmosphere on stage... Supposingly to hav a MC on stage to make some happy atmosphere... but NO!! Den fortunately we sendiri go up stage and sing karaoke... Oni we felt happy and lively... Ricky Mok, Joanne JieYing, Ding Ding, Gary Luen, Dad, many many also came out stage and sing... So fun!! Haha xD Sing Rock xDD ^^

Den my cousin bro and his wife went up stage and did all married stuff... Open champaign, 敬酒, 合羹交杯... But one more weird is, they having 饮茶 to elder ppl in de wedding?!! Mayb it's i first time explored ba... Juz felt so weird... Never experienced before... haha xD ><De wedding dinner was past quite fast in our karaoke... Its going to end... And... We are going back home... Next week having one more dinner at Penang... Its a bit far... Dunno we will attend anot leh? Haha xD ^^

Suddenly got a feel... when will I marry leh?? Haha xD Good and funny question... Haha xD ^^

Again......

One more boring day started... ><

Today... quite sad + depressed + upset + angry!!! Coz i found tat my car lower body is scratched and hav many maNY MANY scar!!! Not just one or two... Is one row!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How terrible is it?!!! I not pointed whose fault... I juz angry myself tat i hav hurted my car... WTF!!!!!! ><

At night, i am having yum cha with BnS... Today din talk too much... Juz talked with MHui, emo failure... LOL... keep thinking negative... LOL ==" Okie... When 10pm gotta go back, Alvin asked me to fetch him back to... Wangsa Permai!! Oh my gosh! Although i went that place before, but really a shock for me coz need send ppl home late night... But, I as a good ppl, sure fetch de lar... Wakaka xP

Erm... fine... Its end of my day... Boring rite? Haha xD Know it den good... really hope my meaningfull life can come back!!! ><

BELIEVE~~~ =D

最后一次... Last... T.T

B-O-R-E-D !!!

Today wake up from dream and bed... Very tired... Really wan to continue my sleep... but i know i cant waste my day... Haiz... But at de end, i slept again till 2pm... WTF...

After tat, i go out to take present for dear chu han... Really felt sorry to her coz din celebrate birthday with her this year... I know she was very sad and upset... But i really very felt sorry... And tats y i wan to take present to her by myself to show my sincerity... wakaka xD (p/s: i really sincere de... nt to show... haha xD ) Den i go to pusat kepong and turn many round to find her shop, finally i found it... Haha xD very got a feeling of success xP

Den, we chit-chat in front of her working place... Many things to talk!!! Coz long time nvr meet le... Haha xD Den after very long time passed, i felt sorry to her boss coz disturb Jes working... Haha xD den i went back lo... We also date for next time hanging out! haha xD ^^

Den i went to hav a eating with Elaine... Seems she sms me to date me when i at outside... Den i attend de dating lu... Haha xD we also chit-chat and chat in Kanna house... haha xD

Den i stayed at home and watch TV... till night... haha xD

Really felt very sienz leh... All days wake up and dunno wad to do next... Like live in world without mission... So MAD!!! AnXIOUS!! UrgHhhhhh!!! ARGHHHHHH!!! GRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I want start my college!!!! wakaka xP

Btw, i also felt very worry... Coz less ppl... or even can say as NOBODY same courses and class with me... So scare... Like chg to a new NEW environment... Really worry... All are strange!!! But i think, perhaps all ppl also got same feeling with me ba... Haha xD really hope can meet many new and good frenz at thr...

Mayb, is a good starting for me too... Who knows? =D