加油

终于，
事情，
解决了，
烦恼，
全没了。。。
笑容，
全回来了，
裂痕，
全修补了。。。
寒冰，
全溶解了，
就让一切回到原点吧。。。
大家，
加油！！！

+油！

也许，
我真的说多了。。。

再次声明，
我并没说你们没用！
我相信，
你们也是尽了全力去跑，
文仪，你是真的有能力的，
丽恩，你是真的有毅力的，
相信你们也是非常非常努力，
才可以有这样的成绩，
这真的真得很辛苦，
换了我在你们的角度，
我也会有这样的想法。。。

人非草木，
加上，
你们两边都是我的朋友，
陷入这两难的状况，
我真的不知应如何取舍。。。

也许这就是比赛吧~
只好认命。。。
但我衷心希望，
这只是个过渡期，
这只是个比赛，
是友谊赛！
别让这个所谓的输赢，
把我们大家的友情，
狠狠地撕裂，
我相信、我希望，
这个黑色暴风雨，
一定会有平静的一天的，
我相信你们，
一定可以。。。
加油！

我发觉，
我无法出声，
因为一旦说话，
一、就是被人说虚伪，
二、就是让人说偏袒，
所以，
我选择沉默。。。
若伤害了你们，
对不起，
就是我唯一能说的话。。。
我真得很痛心，
不知应该怎么办，
对不起，
我伤害了你，
伤害了你们，
真的对不起。。。
wen yee, elaine, 还有其他朋友们。。。

运动会

今天，
学校运动会，
也是我最后一次能参与的运动会。。。

好多朋友都有参加哦~
真替他们高兴、紧张！
哈哈~

Ivory拍了好多“漂亮”照片哦！
真的超精彩 + 独家！！
哈哈~记得去facebook看哦！
哈哈~

哇！他们太强了吧~
全都跑得好快哦！
尤其是你，
欣斯！
就是你！
哇~超乎我想象哦~
忍不住对你竖起拇指！
哈哈~

虽然到后面，
有点风波~
说小不小，
说大不大~

如果在“战场”的人是我，
我也会有跟你们一样的感受~
这一点的感受绝对不好过~
看着胜券在握，
但却溜走了。。。
但，
我们都看见你们的努力了！
要相信，
观众的眼睛是雪亮的！
你们所付出的努力，
我们都看到了！
得不到没关系，
因为你心中已经得到了，
在我们眼睛你们已经得到了！
加油！欣斯、涵！
你们是行的！
但，这只是比赛，
千万别把这一切看得太重！
以免把友情画下深深的裂痕，
真不喜欢看到这样的僵局。。。

结束了，
童军拿了第三。。。
相信你们心中一定不好过吧~
但没办法，
输就是输了。。。
唉。。。
嬴要赢得光彩，
输要输得有志气！
哈哈~

再见了，
Stadium Selayang,
我觉得应该是最后一次跟你说再见了吧~
哈哈~

讨厌

最近发觉，
我越看你越不顺了，
我不知道何时开始，
就有这种感觉。。。

曾想过要好好跟你相处，
可我做不到，
想到你的脸孔，
我就很讨厌了。。。

不知是你假扮出来，
还是本性如此，
我真得好讨厌。。。
最讨厌这种无聊的模样，
好笑吗？
不觉得。。。
只觉得。。。讨厌！

自从你所做过的事，
让我知道了，
我没有生气，
只是好讨厌！
又不甘心！
想不到微笑的背后，
竟然藏着许多令我作呕的事情，
果真是不为人知的笑容。。。

以后别再对着我笑了！
我不想以瞪眼回报！


p/s: 不是说你啦~欣斯。。。

Title-less

I HATE DE POTATO!!! My tuition thr hor... Got a sampat potato always sit beside me!!! Damn hate... I know u r open... But plz dun act like so innocent lar... Like stupid u know? DISGUSTING!!! Ewwh!!! Now say dao de ppl also felt like going to vomit! Always talk talk talk... Kacau me learning... Like de ass of chicken... Cant Stop Talking... Aiyo... Wan talk dun come tuition la... Big Ball Potato!!!

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Aiyar... Now my time really FULLY-PACKED ah!!! All day juz go skul... tuition... homework... revision... NO TIME FOR GAME AH!!! Sienz... T.T Pressure exerting T.T Coz my stomach growing out edi ah!!! Fat le ah!!! So disgusting!!! Dun care le! I wan role it back ah!!! T.T

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今天，
坐着震动铜铁巴，
一直震到钻石山，
一直吵到玉轩楼。。。

到了那儿，
就开始吃，
那料到只吃了
一碗自制香蕉船，
没有胃口，
原因未知，
只知寂寞，
欣斯人影遍寻无迹，
等待着你的声音。。。

不知为何，
玩得还蛮high的，
麦克风一直握在手里，
闪光灯不停操作，
一人一手信，
直到卡住这一刻。。。

5点降临，
又回到震动吧。。。
可怜的一群孩子，
有得震到回学校了。。。

雄辉啊！
伟伦藤鞭来了，
我要把全副武功，
传授于你，
小心别走火入魔！
哈哈！

无题

These days hor~ Dunno y i obsessed with britney spears leh~ She is so sexy~ Tickling lor~ Haha~ So love her~

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Damn busy these years leh~ No extra times to talk de things except of my exams and homeworks... Last years i stil got 'extra' time to talk about ridiculous and stupid things... But now, i felt so funny y i am so stupid... Keep thinking those unreal and impossible things... Starting quit from de world... Include u...

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I was so look forward to enjoy this year as my last year in my secondary school life with frenz... But, my time as a limit to me... No EXTRA time edi la~ Sorry that i hav being cold to u all... I knew that... Trying to... But i will...

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两个人的世界，
寂静、温馨、甜蜜，
该是我想要的~
如今，
分离，
就是小说的结局。。。

本不应憧憬有美好的结局，
只因自己的愚蠢，
直往坑里钻。。。

我愿把这回忆，
埋在你我的树下，
盼有朝一日，
再度掀起我们的回忆，
不再有痛苦，
只有陌生。。。

Scream laboratory

Today our bio class is having a scream park!!! Wu-hoo!

Guess wad? Haha~ We going to bisect frog T.T Feeling so pity leh~ Kill by us~ Crazy ppl~ Haha~ Lolx... Here is our frog~ Before going to dissect~

He so cute leh~ And so good~ Wont so naughthy~ How can i go dissect him? It so miserable...
(we call 'him' because he has no ovary, so we expect is male...)

And now we r entering bio lab~ Haha~ Precious moment is coming~ Wu-hoo!!! Teacher say need use ammonium to poison and kill de frog... So cruel!!! But... we shud hav some experience rite? Haha~ After put some cotton inside de tube...( i think is to prevent de frog hantuk kepala~ Haha) den pour some ammonium into it... Wow~ OMG! De smell is damn pungent!!! We smell a while also going to die and vomit, how could a frog going immersed into it?!!! Is very cruel T.T But... we also hav to do so... I wan to upload de video... But i scare when i upload i will cry leh... Tell u all.. When we going to put it into de container to kill him, he stil remain stationary, so calm... But when we put into it... HE KEEP STRUGGLE!!! hE TRYING TO GET OXYGEN BUT WE R CLOSING DE CONTAINER... WE R DAMN CRUEL... I WANNA CRY LEH... BUT... SO ADVENTUROUS... Coz san san them de frog is try to escape and run away, this put our whole class into a screaming!!! I think whole building also can heard~ Coz when we after school got ppl keep asking us wad happening, haha~ But that time really very syok and shuang leh~ Haha~ We juz keep run and scream~ I step by ppl leh~ Dunno is who~ But i think week more cham~ See......scratched by ivory when de frog jumping out~ Haha~ But finally, our class hero, Yong Jie catch de frog up and kill again~ Haha xD That time i also wan record de, but who also trying to run or help la~ When got time record oh~ Haha~

Den here is de frog when we had killed~ If u dare see ba~
De blood is coming out from its mouth!!! And he stop breathing... Eyes closed... Body is ductile... So SAD!!! Here is some photos when killing...
One thing i unimaginable is Jia Yin is crying when we killing de frog! Coz she is very scare and hate frog de... But, when she cry, really scare me... Mayb it really very cruel ba~ I also going to cry but i stop it~ Haha~ Coz i wan enjoy de fun~ Haha Lolx~

Here r de photos when we bisect... Lets "enjoy"...
^ De frog's heart stil beating leh~ So cham...

^ See de intestines? ^ See de lungs? Haha~ Its to small... But beautiful~

U trying to eat it? Haha~

Now we had successfully bisect~ See our photos~ Haha xD

Finishing dissection of frog le~ Feelings crashing~ Sad but happy~ Haha~ But hor~ My nose stil got smell of ammonia leh~ OMG!

Funny Day...

Today having merentas desa!!! Haha~ Last year ler~ Me sure go run la~ Haha~

I felt that this year had better than previous years~ Coz i can run whole journey never stop down to rest~ Yeah! Although get nothing, but in my heart, i so admire myself~ Coz i hav get over my limit~ Haha~ Got a feeling that i getting faster and faster than previous year~ Boys hav too many strong ppl le~ I hav no regret and sad coz in heart i am winner! Haha~ So lame...

Some more hor... I hav over a few frenz leh~ Haha~ Some more one is always playing basketball de~ Haha~ Cant believe i can over him~ So syok!!! Not bad hor my power~ Haha~ I think if i get more train i can be a bit front de~ Haha~ So lame =="

So tired my leg ah~ Going to bengkak edi...

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Today go sushi station celebrate min er birthdae!!! haha~ So fun when we taking photo~ Me more lame... Always took photo at de wrong parts==" Private parts==" Really accidently de~ But becoz of privacy, cant upload~ haha~ Most cute is lay san lor~ So fun when eating ice cream hor~ Haha~

won de cutest photo award > <

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make me laugh de photo > <


wad happening?!! @@


who this two? haha ^^


kinda weird~ Haha


me & mun yee ^^


me & san san ^^


me & han han ^^


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is this hamster???

Here our funny photos~ Haha~

Last word... HAPPIE BIRTHDAE MIN ER!!!

Stupid!!!

Today many things that i hate happened!!!

First, i hate ppl those start with "I" one... U all will know who r they... Neh?... Black black one arh... Not hate... Is So hate!!! Juz take de two stupid failure in front of me as example... U know wad hav they done today? Hng!!!... They go kilat kasut of teacher!!! Coz that period is our PJ~ But de sej teacher wan take our lesson... den fine lor... we go... But suddenly de girls say no need oh... we thought also no need go sej so din go lor... Mana tau de 2 failure go tell teacher we wan pj dun wan come sej oh... Wad de stupid fucker la... Kilat need kilat till like this anot oh... U all kilat also kilat de one teacher oni ma... Kilat for wad? wan giv ppl diu ah?... Lol... Me is definitely terrible angry lor!!! So hate ppl behave like this... Like a dog... No! Like a black ugly bull dog!!! So Hate! Damn hate... Y many ppl die they all din die habis-habisan... Dun say me racist... If u know them, u sure will terribly angry!!! I hav swear i wont talk to them anymore... Talk with them oni will xia shui me... So wad teacher kena with us?!! We got PJ teacher sign in buku kawalan prove that we din ponteng! Or we all 15 boys vs 2 stupid failure bull dog!!! Need scare them? Hng! Dun think we will scare 2 girls!!!

Next, i really need de person plz dun b self-centered... I feeling more hard to talk to u... U dun even think wad i am doing... Wad responsible i am taking... U juz oni know how busy, how fan u r... But u never stand on my side and think for me... Juz thought i am a free person... U dun even know... I am crying behind of crowd... I am not demanding ur sympathy... I juz hope u will chg it... That's all...

WEIRD!!!

Today dunno wad's going on... Weird thing happened frequently... Damn weird... =="

Today i go kepong jusco... with yi yi... Den we go marry brown eat lor... Den guess who i saw? I saw yong jie's biao ge with his girlfrenz! And her girlfrenz hor... Wearing spects, de lips a bit thick, juz like a study girl... Feel like kinda weird...

Den when i sit and eat, i am facing outside, i saw many form5 graduated students! Got wing lok with her very thin but dunno is who de gf, heng huan with a dunno wad hair style, and wai ping with her bf... And when i go take chili sauce, i saw weng chuen! With his frenz but i forgot is who le... Y normal days not met one frenz also and today is sekali gus met and damn many! So weird...!!!

Den i go jusco inside... I saw a woman in front me but i feel a bit close with her de... Den i heard her voice and saw hor... OH No! Haziemah! OMG... Fortunately she din saw me coz i brilliant in avoid... Haha^^

Y today so weird?!! Met so many ppl!!! Like a story lo... I will rmb today, 23/01... Haha... Lols... xD

Haiz...

Lalala~ Next week is exam~ Lalala~

Haiz~ Y next week is exam le de? Sienz lor~ Wan relax also cant~ haha xD

My hui kan yesterday come ler!!! Yeah! This not de happiest~ De happiest is teacher say mayb need reprint!!! Wow~ Initually i stil think cant sold out, but now... Haha~ Little bit satisfied oni~ Coz this morning... I found a WRONG WORD!!! Hope u all cant find~ Haha xD

Dunno y~ I going join kawad zon sentul... Izit me crazy? @@ Aiyo~ Initially say dun wan, but now?... YXlor~ Y u go join~ Haiz~ And week u all... Den i also join... Lol... Izit me crazy ==" Haha~

Haiz~ Will try to release my stress... TRY-ing... But dunno work anot... T.T

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Today having pj lesson... Wow! So long time din play dao so fun le~ Today playing football~ But dunno y~ Many fun things happen! Especially de KFY~ How could a goal keeper kick ball and also with his shoes?!! OMG! So funny! And our results is... 0 vs 8~ Haha~ Thx for our Kam keeper help us get a 0 score back... Haha xD~

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We juz like two strangers walking in a street~ Pass by without a word... Is it our language? Or I cant face it? Haiz... Speechless...

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Sienz leh~ Tomolo need to speak in mesyuarat agong... Dunno wan say wad also... Especially de afternoon session de... Tomolo i got tuition cant stay back leh! Haiz... More worst is de afternoon session de teacher stil blur blur! How i arrange ajk to stay back oh? Haiz... Fan...

Crash!!!

Recently, feelings of heart is crashing... I dunno wad problem with me now?!! I dunno... Wad is u for me? And also dunno... wad is me for u... I am blurring... Wad can i do is juz let it go ba...

After open skul one week le... But dunno y... I feel like time had past many decades... Haiz... Dunno when can graduated... T.T

All days keep study-ing oni... Some more intervensi is 18 Jan! Is it crazy? So fast got exam le T.T I also refused to participate kawad zon sentul le... PBC de things also started pass to my penolong le... Prefect also same... Or can say... I am lazy! Haha xD

Now my concentration and duty... Is study only and get excellent results in SPM... Other things... Although i am struggle in it, i will juz let it over... Sorry dear frenz... xD Haha

Thx for forgive...