Wow!

Yeah! Today went sg wang~ Haha~ Damn shuang~ Bought le many shirt! Woohoo!!!

Before go morail station, de parking really hard find lor... Walk here walk thr... Making me sweat T.T Fortunately i got apply some fragrance... Haha~ So i have to know how to drive to sg wang so next time wont like this... Sweating... Haha xD

When we go to monorail station, and going to insert ticket into de machine~ Something annoying happen... My ticket put wrong==" ... Terbalik le ><

Den we go every shop buy shirt lor~ Wow~ De shirt is beautiful... But de price so FANTASTIC also... Haha~ Really irritating lor... Damn expansive! But i stil buy ==" Erm... First i saw a shirt is black de... Really nice... But 69.90 T.T So i ignore to buy... Haha~ Den go beside de shop... Firstly tot can buy many nice and favourite shirt... But dunno y go dao thr, less shirt attracted me... haiz... Sienz...

Den no mood de walk to Romp, I really dunno wan buy wad... So juz simply take some shirt test... Juz grab... And when go test... Wow! So beautiful... Haha~ So satisfied! And bought 3 ler... So this taught me... When full of hope, hard choose; when less mood, easy being satisfied! Haha~ So being normal mood better~ Haha xD~

Den Buy Buy Buy... Totally bought le 5 shirts + 3 pants and trousers... s=Spent le rm800 T.T Omg! Too expansive ler... But one year oni once... So... Buy lor~ Haha xD~ And i bought le a bag for a present for fren... Quite expansive! Hope she will like and use it ba... Haha~

And one thing i regret is... I forgot to buy another shirt!!! De shirt attraced me ler and i going to buy... But dunno y i test other shirts until I forget le! Haiz~ Back dao home oni remember ==" Haiz~ So beautiful de leh... Haiz...

I realise something... I found that almost all shops sell de shirt hor... Is same de leh! Somemore i saw a salesgirl(juz now went her shop edi de) go a shop at lower ground de and take a shirt go back her shop and say pinjam==" So i got a inference that, they r same outlet of one big company... Haha~

Tell u all one thing... When i visit de last shop,my leg almost cant move edi... Full of tiredness... During wait for my sis testing her shirts, a salesman chit-chat with me... Persuading me to buy another pants, say very de beautiful... But de price also beautiful too! RM 59.90... So i no want to buy lor~ After a while went i stand up, he whispering with me... Say... 你的拉链... OMG! So malu leh~ godness... Fortunately he tell me... if not when i go out sure laugh by others... But a bit hate him coz making me so malu... Haha xD~ But also want thx him, if not him, i sure laugh by others... So, sometimes have to thx for ppl that scold or say u oh... Haha xD~

Totally, SHOPPING = TIRED + CANT MOVE + 100% Satisfication! Haha~ Coz i bought shirt that i like~ haha xD

Sienz~

Here my new style come! Blog will oni update after few days and all things accumulate until long time oni post~ Haha xD~ This called... LAZY~ Haha xD

24/12~ Christmas eve~ Go to church with frenz to celebrate~ Erm, for a baby that first time step into church, really a bit sienz lar~ Haha~ Some part quite fun~ Mayb this is how christians celebrate~ At least i got some experience~ But i guess christmas in other overseas country will be more grand~ More crowd~ Haha xD~ So look forward to celebrate xD

Tomolo go sg wang walk walk lu~ Haha~ And buy shirts~ Wow~ So great huh~ Haha~ But see de calander... Going opening skul soon T.T ~ Full of sadness~ But a bit look forward~ Haha~ Coz can fast fast finis de SPM and relax~ Haha~

Really nothing to write~ Everyday is damn bored~ Oh ya~ Now watching a movie named 巴不得爸爸~ Damn funny~ Haha~ Remember go watch oh~ Haha~

Sad...

Today de hui kan delivered to my house ler...

Thought i would b happy and glad seeing my hui kan... But, all different! De book cover like lack of something, but dunno lack wad! Totally is not perfect for me! And got some incredible error in da book! Haiz... Totally no mood today... Haiz... Miserable T_T

Many ppl go take undang le lu... But me haven~~~ I think i go in June holiday... And take de P license before SPM~ Haha~ Izit too rush? I hope that all can settle in October... Hopefully...

...

Hey dude! De princess Frog really good! Fanstastic! Haha xD~ Damn funny~ Haha~ Shud hav look~

Haiz~ Going listen undang tomolo de plan spoil~~~ Bcoz of certain reason~ Mayb next year June oni go undang den pass my birthday oni car test~~~ Hope everything will get fine~~~ Really hope~~~

Form 5 ler~ Dunno y~ Suddenly wanna b hardworking~ Damn shit u know? I sold my 枫萧萧 id! Haha~ Juz sold~ Haha~ 再见了，枫萧萧! Dissappeared forever~~~ I will keep in my mind~~~

Sometimes, believe cant use in our daily life... Although "believe", a "lie" also between de word... Finally I realise... I will not believe anyone else except my dear frenz... Y i learn this so late... T_T

I will not believe any ppl anymore... Nevar...

Haiz... My life... Always fulled with desperat and dissappointment...

Urm~~~

Long time din write blog le~ Wakaka xD

Juz watch de movie Avatar! Wow! Its really no word can say lor~ It really good! Fantastic~ Haha~ It show de selfishness of freaking human and also de kind of avatar~ It had shown de victory will belong to de truth~ Although some ppl die in de road towards success, but de enemy will pay thousand refund to the truth~ De movie also showed that we shud not destroyed de nature or we will pay for this by de disaster~ No word~ Really good! Haha~ Shud hav a watch on it! xD

Tomolo going watch de Princess and de Frog~ Haha~ Heard that nice~ So go to watch~ Haha~

Haiz~ So confused about de car test leh~ Next tuesday go take undang test with chu han them~ I call de centre they say de undang test can hold in 2 years~ So i take first den after my birthday oni take L lincense~ Dunno can anot~ Plz help me ask to confirm again ah~ Haha~ Thx xD

Hope everything get fine~~~

Sunway lagoon...

Today go sunway lagoon... ><

I am bringing de happy mood go to sunway de... Tot there will very fun thr... Erm... Is got fun la~ Haha~ Although got little xia-shui de thing happen on me~ Haha~ Firstly we go play in water park~ Coz we so early go in edi and thr was less ppl~ So we can play dao many thing in water park~ Got slide... Water de... de most interesting is de slide like roller coaster de, superman like that de~ Haha~ We play many times at thr coz realy quite fun! But a xia-shui thing happen on me=="


When it start, dunno y suddenly i not head towards down!Is like move to belakang==" So when others go till down le, left me behind oni and den oni me become de last that jump down~ Many ppl see at me and laugh at me leh~ So mengexia-shuikan xD

Den we go play amusement park~ U all know wad we play first? Is that pirate ship that turn 360 degree de!!! Firstly i really dun wan play de, coz its crazy!!! Turn around oh! Den dunno y i stil go play==" Den initially i stil ok de, coz tot it easy T_T ... But when i turn 360!!! My leg din touch de surface of that ship!!! So scary!!! Den i very veRY VERY de SCARE! I kep ask, when will stOP... Finally stop le... Fortunately din vomit...But had affect my mood and courage to play again... Den we go play roller coaster... But dunno is after i play de that ship or wad, i felt really very scared! Scary than genting de T_T... Den we go play de ferris wheel~ Haha xD

Den after lunch we go swimming again~ Haha~ When 3pm, we back ler~ I felt that a bit sienz~ All same... Haha~

Back lu... xD

Idiot

First time felt so dissappointed with a person~

Can u imagine? A ppl that care attention to frenz compare to own family? Now~ Here had a ppl and real story going to discuss...

Dunno start from when, a girl dunno is sot le or wad~ She so admired about a star~ I think u all know~ Is wad wan chean~ Wad news about her, she always concern them~ Even when saw her in tv programme, she will use her phone to record down! So stupid izit? This not admire, this is call sot! In her brain, oni de star is most important to her~ Wad we say bad about her, she will scold back us... Is it this call admired?

Ok~ Fine~ Mayb this is wad stupid mature girl think~ Den from that day, she start join frenz that also love de star~ Got older de like 17, 18 years old de, got younger de, got same age de~ She started along with them~ This not worst, more worst is, all are laki-laki one! De rambut set like de star, de dress and clothes also like de star too~ Like all transfer bcoz of de star~ I started felt antipathy about all de ppl like this~ This not themselves! Is like going force to change bcoz they love de star~ And now she also starting... She start to take photo, act like a silly girl, tot she beautiful, do u know this things make us vomit?!!!

And now~ She started go out le~ If go out seldom is ok~ But she not! In 1 week i think she go out 5 days ler... Average... Do u think this is wad a normal girl stil studying de shud do? Even refuse by parents, she stil meant to go! Wad is this meanous to parents? One word out from her mouth and make me dissappointed, "Y i cant go out? They r my frenz ah! How could u dun let!" R de girl forget her parents?!!! Is who let her life luxury until now de? Izit de star give u money and protect u? Is all ur frenz will always can care for u? They so free to care u ah? They no need do their things instead always play with u? U r crazy and stupid idiot!!! U can care ur frenz compare to ur parents! If not ur parents work outside, who giv u money go out? Who fetch u go out? Who wait u come back when u playing outside and having fun outside? Is ur parents! Not ur frenz even de star! R ur brains realise? In ur brains, frenz really important than family even parents, eventhough they had do many things behind u...

She now also start join de star de network and forum in internet~ In a day, she almost used up 2/3 day with computer... Becoz wan to chat with her frenz! Ask urself how long u din chat with parents ler~ U oni know sms and spend time with computer, chit chat de stupid things with frenz... Will u talk this with ur parents arh? Is WONT! U even hate to talk with them! I juz wan see how ur eye will become after 10 years~ I sure u will blind! But now u also blind ler~ Heart blindness...

More worst is i dun believe this things will u say~ U say that u dunw an study ler after pmr... U wan go dunno wad taiwan study music... Hey! Come on! U think they sure will accept u go ah? Dun b silly and idiot lar! Wit ur this result go thr? Go thr be a beggar already very good le lar! I really dunno wad think of urs~ Sure is wad ur star say and wad stupid frenz say de~ I know u r stupid!

U say that u no need me to care about u~ Initially i really very hurt... But now, its nothing to me! U r not with me anymore! I really felt dissappointed with u starting now~ When i writing, is no feeling to me~ U r nothing to me now~ If u one day be a beggar, dun say help to me! This is ur choice! Ur road! I believe that u will not know bcoz u r generally no knowledge and stupid! Idiot! Wait we see ba~ Wad will u get if u stil suffer like this~

Dissappointed~~~

Lies...

你们听过《狼来了》的故事吗？

Starting to realise that... Lies that i made, is more and more than de stars in de sky~ Dunno when started, i like to making lies~ Mayb for me, it was a kind of laughter or jokes, wanna make fun with u all~ But i think for urs, is a hurt...

I really scare, i will b de boy in de story~ Nobody trust u anymore~ That feeling of desperate, i really not brave to accept~ So, from now, i will not make lies anymore~ Cross my heart~ Coz i dun wan b de boy in de story...

Compare this plz!

Today morning damn lazy to wake up~ But, stil need wake up bcoz of tuition==" Today is my first time... Go sstc... Go Sivva thr... So not mesra with that place...

Initially i got no good impression on sstc... Thought it will b somewhr like dirty or wad... But after today i go... I think and felt, it really better than cekap lor! Cekap is very narrow! Wan walk also hard! But sstc not same... Quite wide to walk~ And colourful==" Haha^^

Erm... De Sivva i think really good ba~ Today all de things he teach i can memorize all! So rediculous! Coz last time in other tuition, in left ear our right ear~ But today wad he teach i all remember~ Really inimaginable~ And one good things is he will random call ppl and answer his questions... Fortunately me and elaine sit very behind and din call dao us... But behind really got a chance to b call leh~ Coz is holiday and oni we two sit at behind~ So next time we go we muz sit a bit front~ Not so front~ Haha~

One things more~ Today go sstc, saw many my primary classmates~ Haha~ Erm... many lah~ I shocked coz i cant imagine that they will come sstc coz before this i saw them in cekap... Mayb they also not shuang about cekap gua~ Haha~ Hopefully ><

Last things i wan to talk about is... About cekap de... Plz take notice about this but dun tell cekap ppl~ Haha~ I tell u all... I had register Sej at thr very early de... They say first come first serve~ So, i think i will get into de class lor... But in de end of de month, they call me say that sej no place==" Damn stupid u know? Ok~ Fine~ I juz let this over... But after that i realise that my frenz so lately register for sej but they can get in!!! Den when i ask deeply, they say they register 5 subjects oh~ Finally i got de answer... Cekap is juz see de money! Dog of money! Becoz i juz register 1 subject, me cant get in other class~ Wad de hell!!! Stupid freaking cekap!!! U will ask me mayb they got in class sej before this, but de fact is NO! We r same! Juz different in total subjects register!
I really dunno wad cekap thinking~ How could they treat students like this? We also wan study! But u kick us becoz of less subjects subscribe?!! Is that idiot? If i not need certain subject at thr, i wont go u thr tuition de lor~ How could i go a place that so full of money doggy? So dissappointed with CEKAP!
Some good and kind teachers and smart students and students that wan go CEKAP, Plz make a smart decisions~ Boikot it! Teachers that hav ability shud open a new centre and fight with them~ Haha ><
Students if wan find a better and good teachers, many places stil can choose wat... sstc not bad... some places also not bad~ Juz advice wan tell u all and show wad is cekap doing~

I wont let cekap know who am i~ Coz i will not let u all know and u all also no chance to know~ Haha><

no title=="

Y dec so many movies that i wan to watch de har? Damn impress and attract me lor~ Like new moon, storm warriors, avatar, and many lar... Forget ler~ Haha~ Wan watch but no time=="

Juz now watch Final Destination 4 at computer... Many things happen so weird but quite real~ De liver also can move ==" So geli... More worst is i dunno wad de ending~ Suddenly say they 3 ppl stay alive, Suddenly they 3 all die! Den end ler==" Dunno wad means=="

Tomolo got sej tuition leh... Holiday class lai de... Initially i dun wan go de, but elaine say she alone and i also promise her before ler... So... Go lor... But not close with thr... Haiz...

Nothing to say ler... Haha ><

1U day

Today went 1U with Synz, seejie, wen yee and jee seng~ Quite happy><
Coz we bought many many things! Wakaka~ My legs also very de sour le~ Haha~

When we reach, we go buy present~ (dun tell is for who~ wakaka><) Den we go eat waffle world~ Quite nice~ But it was too many until i cant finis~ So lang fei~ Haha~

Den we go walk walk and shop shop lor~ Walk here walk thr~ Sure bought many things lar~ Got shoes lar, necklace lar, book lar, but one things is cant less de... Is shirt! Haha~ But dunno y de buyer of all this things not include me~ Haha~ Coz i dunno wan buy wad...

Den we go eat shabu shabu~ So quite lor~ And i ordered de japanese miso soup~ Ewh! Got a weird smell~ But de taste quite nice~ Juz de smell full of weirdness~ Hehe~

Den we go take photo~ 大头贴~ Haha~ Really very hot lor~ Although got air-cond~ Coz we so rush~ From choosing until taking photo, coz got time limit~ So rushing~ But finally we took la~ Hehe~

Den 5.30 ler~ Is time going back le~ Time really past so fast lor~ Haha~ Hope we can hav more next time~ Haha~

Hey, i got many movie wan to watch in holiday leh~ Storm warriors 2, ninja assasins, and new moon~ So hard find time ah~ Dunno when can watch dao T_T


p/s: My phone din take dao photo leh~ All photo in Synz phone~ So... Din upload dao lor~ Hehe~ Visit Synz blog~ haha><

Erm...

Finally~ I can relax now ler~ My hui kan going to publish tomolo~ Yeah! No need fan about my hui kan anymore~ Haha~ So shuang~ Tell u all~ This matter, had fan-ing me one year ler~ Damn hate~ Haha~ xD

Going 1U wednesday ler~ Yeah~ So look forward to got out with u all~ Hope that day could b memorable~ Haha~

giv comment

Today i done my hui kan de 封面~ i think quite nice~ haha~ hav a look and giv me comment~ haha~

dun copy oh~ got copywrite de~ if i saw any copy, sure die~ haha xD

HURT

今天，很多dulan的东西。。。

突然心血来潮，想要去看2012~ 要上网订票，怎知它写网路繁忙== 所以就快快赶去1U,希望能买到票。。。去到电影院。。。哇！wad de hell!超多人啊~ 但不甘心，来了没看戏，不久浪费了？为了不想“虚度光阴”，就跑去排队。。。排排排。。。排了半个钟，我前面那只大乌龟，明知自己大只，走路实在太慢了，就不要排队买啦=="本来要到我时，还有9个位的，怎知到我的时候，0个位！！！哇！要不是前面那只走到慢，恐怕我已买到了咯。。。唉。。。算倒霉吧。。。等你们咯。。。朋友们，哈哈！

To frenz that i hurt before:

I know before this, i got little bit weird to u all... I expressed all my feelings to my dearest frenz... Mayb i thought u r my dearest frenz and i can show my real page in front of u... But i dunno that, my this kind of action, had hurt u all... I know that, this is my wrong! I shud not expressed all my feelings to u all... I also shud care about and concern about u all de feelings... But i am fail... I know that a stupid failure like me, cannot hope to get apologise from u all... But i juz wan to tell u all...
SORRY!
This is de word that oni i can say to u all... Although i know that this word is kinda normal for a person that did wrong to say, but this also de oni word that i can say this time u all... I know that i did wrong... So wad that i get good result in exam but my subject in FRENZ is FAIL? This not the things that i wan... Every ppl that really did wrong will say sorry cross their heart... This time, i really knew that i really did wrong... I say this word cross my heart sincerely... Although i realise that SORRY this word cant revive ur heart that hurt by me, but i really hope that, U can accept my apologise... U two is de frenz that i most care for... If u two really angry me, i think i will going to suicide... This is real... Angry by u two is more hurt compare to hurt by ppl that i love... I swear... Cross my heart... This is oni de last and honest thing that i can do... I know that, I Am FAIL!

From: Ppl that love to hurt others...

句号

一切回到原点。。。

希望如我所愿。。。不愿多写。。。下次见面，希望我们都已失忆。。。

刚刚有东西发生过吗？

没心情

心中紊乱中。。。心中别无他望。。。只希望一切能如愿以偿。。。就是这么地简单。。。明天，会是难忘的一天吗？我真心希望，真的能如我所愿吧~就算要我放弃一切，也无所谓。。。

没心情，就写到这儿了。。。

相信

在学校，
碰了面的你我，
似乎冷漠相对，
短短的一句问号。。。

在荧幕简讯里，
似乎淹没不了心中的热情，
从早，
倾诉至晚，
你我，
都从心里，
笑了出来。。。

今日，
你我的手，
叠了在一起，
有点温暖，
触电的感觉，
仿佛酝酿着，
温暖的热情。。。

我坚信，
我们，
会是永远的一对。。。
我决不会，
令你失望的。。。

嗯。。。

再过三天，我就可实现我的愿望了！期待已久的愿望，如今，终于能实现于眼前了~哈哈~超兴奋的。。。希望能为你，留下难忘美好的回忆吧~

如今的我们，活像一对情侣了。。。我们从早上到晚上，无所不谈，分享我们的感情。。。真的好幸福了。。。只希望，再得到你的，肯定。。。

昨天，4点才睡~OMG~本来2点就想睡了，可是，我就顶不住 宫心计 的诱惑了！一只看到20集，就已经4点了。。。佩服。。。

每天求神拜佛，祈求上天，都只想，我们在一起。。。

等。。。

看看日历。。。啊！日子一天天地逼近。。。不知如何是好了。。。唉。。。每天祈求上天保佑我，保佑事事顺利。。。希望真的能，如愿以偿吧。。。

我们的感情，似乎一日比一日好了。。。踏上着肯定与稳定的脚步中，这段时间，正是为这段感情酝酿淳厚的味道的时候了。。。还是那一句，希望，你能接受我。。。

每日浏览部落格，每日浏览你的首页，为的，只是想与你聊天，想与你见面。。。简单清醇的问候，正是我冷酷的心所一直向往的。。。期望这段季候风过了后，我们，能迈进一大步。。。比好朋友更要好的一大步。。。

无法忍受，没有你的日子。。。

唉。。。爱。。。

开始习惯着，
有你的日子，
你的声音，
你的关心，
足以暖化我冰冷的心情。。。

总是想要与你，
共度每一个时刻，
很想生命中的每一刻，
都是为了你，
而有了意义。。。
我的生活，
已刻画出你我的回忆。。。
只想每一分钟，
都有你的相伴，
都有你的问候。。。

等待着，
你的首肯，
你的点头，
将会是我这辈子，
最光荣的事迹。。。
别的事情，
已不再重要了。。。
只希望，
你永远，
陪在我身边。。。
於愿足矣。。。
爱。。。你。。。

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Tell u all one things... Today exam physics, we do finis le but stil left half an hour... Den i sure sleep la~ Den when teacher wan collect paper, we also dunno! Stil sleep! Until wai ling told me me oni wake up~ Haha~ Is it funny? No! Y i say funny is... My air liur keluar!!! Oh my gosh! So menge-xiashui-kan leh~ But i felt that nothing wor~ Is wai ling tell me oni i know~ But when i going to clean it, i felt nothing~ Dunno is lie or wad~ Totally... Lame=="

Hope...

Exam almost 2 weeks ler~ A bit tired~ But... More tired is i dunno wad happened to me~ Moody these days~ The worst is i dunno i moody for wad... Sad for wad... I oni noticed that~ All my brains~ Have been occupied by urs body...

Dunno y~ keep thinking of u~ We quite happy~ But~ I juz need a confirmation~ Confirm that~ We r... Exam passes too fast~ I know that it was make u very very tired and moody~ But... I juz hope that it wil b longer~ Becoz oni exam~ My concern oni can b my excuse~ It also signify that~ Our date~ Coming soon... Going to confess out all my feelings~ Juz hope that~ God bless me~~~ ><

Starting to concern about all de things that u say~ Starting to concern all de action of urs~ Starting to concern ur body... Ur health~ Ur smile~ I always wan to chat with u~ But... We hav no confirmation to do that~ Next week, i hope all thing will b fine~ U will accept me~~~

I know that~ U will accept me~ I know~ Look forward~~~

。。。

不知为什么，我的心，好烦。。。

最近不知为什么，没心情了。。。本来连blog也不想写，但若我再不写，我的心情，就无法宣泄出来了，我就快要爆炸了！我的眼睛，离不开你的脸庞；我的脑海，离不开你的面貌。似乎，我的心，已被你夺走了。。。我无法掩饰我的懊恼，无法掩饰我的悲伤。。。恨！为什么就是这样？加上这阵时间，又是考试，又要我费神读书，真的好累。。。除了烦你的事，都是烦你的事。。。我的心。。。已走上不归路了。。。

我开始不知道，我在你心中的位置了。。。看似冷淡，也许关心；看似关心，也许敷衍。。。我真的不知道，我还能做什么。。。开始摸不着你的想法了。。。好想哭泣，却不能这么做~也许过些时候，我，会让这一切明白。。。

有人教我，一口亲下去，一了百了！你认为，我能做到吗？我真的能做到，只不过怕惹来你的讨厌。。。我真的不知，还能做什么。。。除了想念，还是想念。。。

只要你肯点头，已是我这辈子，最大的欣慰了。。。

Beh Tahan ler~~~

Finally can on9~ But now~ Exam~~~

看到了考试的情景了~好多人生气~也有人懊恼~更有人生病了~~~其实我自己也生病了~但，Panadol 650救了我~哈哈~现在没事了。。。

有点厌倦考试~每次考试，都看到不应该看到的事情~也许应该试着习惯，毕竟身受其感。。。也许这样，这次的考试，我都停止做出了平常我会做的事情。。。觉得，对考试的态度，我没看得那么严重了。。。以往为达心目中的目标，不择手段；如今，你教会了我，我，就用这次的考试，测试我的程度了。。。

Mayb u all will think i am so shuai~ Keep talking this, but juz wan say out my feelings~ U also teach me~ Anything mus say out so will no stress~

谢谢你~记得照顾好自己的身体，别再陷入病魔折磨中了~请你为我，好好照顾你自己~~~ ><

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窗外的雨滴，
轻轻地，
坠落温暖的地面，
浇湿了大地，
也让我看到了自己的心境。。。

也许自己的心，
盲目把你当作最深爱的一个，
想保护你，
甚至想占有你，
可是，
突然觉得，
我对你的感觉，
已没那样了，
我只把你当作，
最重要的朋友，
只想保护你。。。

开始知道了，
原来，
我心中的她，
早就在我心中，
只是我的感觉，
插错线了~
看到你们的影子，
心好酸，
看到你的苦恼，
心好痛，
看到你的微笑，
心好甜。。。
不知不觉，
感觉已在产生中，
今天，
再也无法掩饰我的感觉了。
坐在课室的角落，
只是担心着，
想念着，
你还好吗？
就算一封简短的信息，
足以满足心中的渴望。

满脑子，
憧憬着你我的未来，
我们一块儿，
玩乐，
开心地笑，
看似，
你的笑容只因我而甜美，
温馨的感觉，
却只有南柯一梦，
不知何日，
方能如实平铺在眼前。。。

决定了，
要表达对你的情感了，
我没办法再隐藏下去，
真得很痛苦，
难以忍耐说不出口的感觉，
决定了，
对你说：
I LOVE YOU～
＃

唉。。。

Long times din write blog ler... Dunno y... So lazy now xD~ Haha~ Sienz ler~ Haha~ But now hav to write ler~ I hav to say bye bye ler~ Because... I wan move house soon ler~ Hav to cut line from today~ Haiz~ Dunno wad de stupid TM~ Need 2 weeks to transfer de line~ Lolx~~ So~ Life of no internet begin now...

Cant play game is ok... The worst is... I cant watch KO3anguo!!! Wad de hell?!! Hav to wait two weeks~ Some more next week de is very gan jiong de~ Or can say every episode very gan jiong~ Haha~ Mujurnya menyang willing to help me download let me see~ Wakaka~ Thx thx~ Haha~ May i kiss u? Haha~ Joking~ Shhh~ Dun tell choo wei~ Wakaka~ xD

But also got good things ba~ Can concentrate on my hui kan~ Hav many works to do arh~ Haiz~ Some more wan exam ler~ So~ Mayb is another advantages ba~ Dunno... =P

Haiz~ Guys~ 2 weeks no post blog ler~ Will Miss me ma? Haha~ Joking xD

Elaine~ Dun get too stress ya~ Coz of that annual dinner~ Dun bother with de stupid freaking ppl~ (Dunno is who xD) Haha~ Juz b urself la~ No need like this de~ So hard for wad? Haiz~ Hope u will b happy ba~ But tell u~ Until annual dinner that night, if every ppl say it was good~ U will know wad is that successful and victory feeling is~ Trust me~ Me got same feeling before~ Haha~

Erm~ Like that ba~ Gtg for a while~ See ya next 2 weeks~ Bye guys ^^xD

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渴望，
你的一声问候，
温暖的问候，
就算是小小的事情，
就足以，
暖化我的心灵。。。

渴望，
能融入你的生活，
体会你的心灵，
体会你的生活，
体会你的，
所有。。。

渴望，
你的每一个笑声，
都是为我而发，
为我而笑，
渴望你，
在乎我。。。

渴望，
能永远地守护，
能永远地住，
在
你
心
中
。。。
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盼望。。。

如今的你，
还记得吗？

欢笑声中，
隐藏着了，
我们的疑问~
你还xx吗？
我不知道~
我只想，
好好地珍惜，
现在所拥有的快乐。。。

看着不应该有的背影，
我的心，
好酸，
不知为什么~
突然酸的味觉非常强~
我无法忍受，
却被逼~
忍受着，
哽咽着。。。

蠢蠢欲上，
真的希望，
我能负上你，
负上你的所有，
让我占有你~
不让你，
受伤害。。。

希望的纸鸽，
徐徐上升，
盼望，
心中的希望，
再度成真~

盼望。。。
成真。。。

Happy birthday Jee Seng!

Yesterday, we held jee seng 6 teen birthday party in his house~ Like normal, 5.30 pm i and jia yin go to jee seng house ler~

During waiting others arrived, we play ps2~ Den play play play~~~ So hate leh~ Always lose when figthing~ Arh~~~ Haha! Den play Narnia with see jie... Really funny leh~Haha~ De skil~ and play de action~ Haha~ Fun~~~

Den we go desa park de Kay's Garden to hav our dinner~ Here my dishes~ Chicken chop and Peach soda~

Ok~ Den finis our dinner ler~ Den we walk to southlake park~ U all guess wad we going to do? Yeah! U r right! We going to up 孔明灯！！！Erm~ English dunno called wad... Kong Ming Light? Haha... Dunno...xD

Lets see our video! Haha~ We r writing our wishes to de lantern! Hope it will comes true! Must comes true arh! haha xD

Ok~ Den me and christine go make a love~ Dun misunderstanding oh! Is make a love with candle!!! Haha =P ... Lets see! This are image and video!

Ok~ Its de time now ler~ Now we going to release de lantern ler! Woohoo!!! Lets see!!!

After that, 11pm ler~ Den we go back to jee seng house to cut cake! Haha~ Lets watch!

Den de cake quite good! haha~ Wen yee arh! The cake we cant bought from outside de oh! Its very special! So delicious~ I telling de truth! Really good! So u no need b sad lar! Hehe~~~

Last of all, hope jee seng happy birthday~ Everything b fine and happy!!! Haha~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

p/s: De video i took a long time to upload de oh! So hard! So u all must watch oh! Haha~ xD

死？

"玛雅的传说中有几个纪元，每个纪元都是以地球毁灭性破坏的结束为起点的,每个纪元的时间都要以几十万年或几百万年来计算。根據這個傳說，地球現在是第五個紀元，依照推算這個紀元將結束於2012年12月21日... "

大家听到这个消息，你们的心情，是怎样啊？我啊？当然是害怕啦！废话。。。世上有谁是不怕死的？只不过是几时来临而已。。。

但，心中的害怕，似乎，被一种力量掩盖了。。。

什么力量？好多啊~

想到了对你的爱，

好温馨哦。。。

想到了你们大家的热情，

好温暖。。。

想到了家人的关怀，

想到了许多许多，

让我快乐，

让我毫无遗憾的理由了。。。

此时此刻，

有了你们，

再无遗憾。。。

G.O.D.

Today, got some mess~ About frenz~

Morning when i wake up, i got a feeling! Juz a feeling that like something haven finis~ Den i go see my phone... OMG! Meeting at skul!!! U know wad time ler? 11am ler~ Den i ask dad i can go anot~ But scolded~ Haiz~ Den cant go ler~ Sorry to u all~ Mayb i really not responsible~ My fault~ Sorry~ Synz~ Dunno u angry anot~ No reply me~ Mayb u stil angry of my irresponsible~ Sorry~ Other than sorry, i dunno wad stil can i say~ Sorry T_T...

Den elaine told me that cekap no place ler!!! Wad de hell? De stupid cekap!!! Make elaine no place to tuition! Wad de hell! U know she now so missing ler? like a lamb~ Haha~ Dunno wad can she do now~ But i hope u will b fine~ I will follow ur decision~ We will support u~~~

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想起了，
你那甜美的笑容，
梦纱中，
发现了你，
置身于梦中的你，
正是我想要的温柔。。。

期待，
一句话，
真得很想说出口，
但，
却被我的懦弱吞噬了。。。
恨！
为何平时说什么都敢，
此时此刻，
显得就像蜗牛，
遇到问题，
只会退缩，
恨！
只会做被动的那一个。。。
恨！

天啊！
若真有缘，
请给点协助吧。。。
唉。。。
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嗯。。。

Today, hav time with my frenz~ Go metro prima~ Haha~

9am, i go nova2 to ride bus to kepong jusco~ Wait le about 20 minutes, de bus oni come~ De worst is in whole bus oni me~~~ Geli~ Den jien and guo lng also come in bus le~ And saw many other ppl leh~ Haha~ Our next class de~ So ngam~ Lols~

Tell u all~ When i sit in de bus, u know wad i saw? A "ah po" or aunty, 打哈气！！！in front me! Without cover her mouth!!! Oh my gosh!!! Wad de hell? Hey aunty! Do u know wad is virus? OMG! Wad de hell! So dirty! Den i move back one more seat to behind~ OMG~~~...

Den reach near carefour, we go mamak eat~ Damn expansive~ Den go carefour meet elaine and see jie them~ After buy all annual dinner things, we walk to kepong jusco to watch movie~ Watch G-Force~ And in da cinema, thr r many movie that i wan to watch! One of them is "SurrowCity..."<<< forget wad name ler~ About criminal de~ So look forward~ Haha~ Den after bought popcorn den we go in watch ler~

De movie ah~ Quite nice ah~ Juz got little feel like child~ Cos thr r kindergarten student watch with us~ T_T... Haha~ DEn after finis watching, we go eat lunch ler~ Go marry brown... Although thr r something happened, i juz hope everything will b fine~ Haha~~~

Den we back le lu~~~ Go back via taxi~ Damn expansive~ Almost same price as ~ 1u~~~@@ Haha~ Den we reach le lo~ Finis our journey~ Haha~ Hope we can watch movie or go out again~ Wakaka~~~

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漫漫长路，
二人的影子，
感觉蛮好的~

昔日，
疯疯癫癫，
黑人牙膏的代言人~
哈哈~
希望，
此刻，
能永远停留。。。

二人肩并肩，
有了想触及的冲动，
想握住的冲动！
真的突然间，
突然而来，
突然而走，
唉。。。
一样的一句，
懦弱。。。

就这样吧~
随缘~
总喜欢以这句为借口的我，
显得更懦弱。。。
也许，
明年的我，
会更有勇气吧~~~

***

闻说，
你已放下，
放下了什么？
我不知道~
但我真的
真得很想知道。。。
不知为什么？
我真的，
很想，
好想知道！！！
但就是，
就是开不了口，
让她知道。。。

什？

3 days din write blog le~ Suddenly many things wan to say~ But dunno say from where~~~

4 *** 10

中秋晚会已过，好多评语啊！有好有坏，有的没意见~哈哈~我就是其中一个~说好，只有一部分的好；说坏，只有表演部分出现小差错，所以，采取了中立立场~哈哈~

中秋晚会的结束，开启了我的噩梦！！！老师开始要使出“追魂夺命令”了！我的会刊啊！好怕哦！！！唉~~~

5 *** 10

今天，收拾昨晚的残局~
除了闷，看来也没什么形容词可用了吧~

看见你们的面孔，觉得有点愧意~不知为什么，就是这样~没有原因~
惭愧吗？不。
讨厌吗？不。
介意吗？不！

。。。就是没有原因。。。

6 *** 10

今天，我们开始放假了~因为PMR的原因，好高兴哦！看来至少每个月我们都有假期~ 服。。。时间，真得很快哦~撇下了我的速度！我追不上了~之前立志要实行的~似乎。。。失败了~只有一字形容。。。
懦弱！！！T_T

明天，我们又出去了~不知，会有什么事情发生叻？哈哈~当然是希望能开开心心，疯疯癫癫啦~哈哈~~~但愿如此~嘻嘻！

只愿

轻轻的细雨，
似乎反映了，
吾现在的心情~

信鸽带了速递，
懊恼、喜悦冲突，
不知，
应喜？
或悲~

友情与爱情的秤座上，
似乎歪向了一边~
友情偏向我？
高了一点？
我不清楚~
代替品？
我无法改变~
只能说，
随缘~

也许，
女生较为着重的，
是友情~
虽然有些是例外~
男生较为着重的，
是爱情~
我不清楚~
这些，
都是从经验累积回来的~

我不能说什么，
只愿，
我们，
永远都是，
成群，
快乐，
疯癫的，
好朋友~

恐·明

Today nite... Go skul for rehearsal~ Haiz~ Really tired~

But i really hope everything will get fine~ Om Ma Ni Beh Meh Om~ After a lot of ppl back, den me and ying xin need go to lock de prefect room~ Ok~ Fine~ Den both of us go~ Den when i pass by de field, u know wad i saw? I saw a shadow playing leh~ OMG! But i stil act like nothing~ Den in de lorong~ U know wad i heard? I heard some sound like horror leh~ WOOOOOOOO~ Like this ah~ OMG! I very scary but hav to act like no scare~ Den i quickly close de door den go back ler~ Really very scare~ Not first time ler~ If u know me den u will know wad happen before~ Haha~

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温和的声音，
慢慢逼近~
看出了，
你对我的心情~
方知，
吾在尔心中地位~
是多少斤两~

也许如此，
对你，
似乎开了马桶~
清楚了~
在你心中，
我应扮演的角色~
不是三国演义中的曹操~
亦不是仙履奇缘中的灰姑娘~
而是三国中的公孙瓒~
仙履奇缘中的南瓜车~
原来我的存在，
是如此的。。。

我知了，
明了，
解了，
不因玻璃杯上的小缺口，
而丢掉了整个杯子，
不应为了一棵树，
放弃了开朗的森林，
就算我只是你心中的小黄花，
我相信，
也是最重要的小黄花~
只愿，
默默~
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Shake shake==

OMG! Its coming~~~

U all know that? Indonesia hav earthquake leh~ Level 7.9!!! Our country also got feel some vibration -_- ~ My sis at skul also felt some vibration~ My mum car din start engine also will slightly move~ So scary ah!!! Cant imagine if tsunami really happen~ So cham~~~
Hope this thing will get fine and wont have any disaster again~ Damn scary==~~~

#
情海泛起涟漪~
不知为何~
总是无因==

也许太重了~
提了起来~
很想放下却无能~
有或许太轻了~
提了起来~
不忍心放下来~
不清楚了。。。

就让这一切的情感，
藏于小小的墙角，
不让人看见，
也不让自己，
只有稍时片刻，
回味一下，
于愿足以~
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Sienz~

Today very sienz arh~ Elaine din go skul~ Coz of her ballet exam~

All ppl seem damn boring when she din in skul~ All hav horizontal face~ Like this -_- ~ Haha~ Means bored~ Haha~ We all wish u hav a good result in ur exam~ Although u did wrong, mayb it will hav 奇迹 leh? Rite? God will bless u de~ So elaine~ Dun too sad oh~ Haha~

Juz hope u will b happy all de time oh~ See ur crazy smile xD~ Haha~

遗憾

抚心自问，
爱过？
恨过？
原来，
并无答案~

并无后悔~
只有遗憾~
如今，
心已迁移~
方知烟雾中的遗憾~
我应，
像候鸟般迁回，
或，
维持现在的情景，
让一切，
随风而去？
我不清楚，
也许，
我会活在遗憾中吧~

恨·弱

Today de yx din go skul leh~ So sienz~ So many 感触 after watch de K.O.3anguo~~~ Wan share with him~ Wakaka~~~

So fast de time~ This sunday is 中秋晚会 le~ Damn fast oh~ Seeing all ajk so busy~ Especially tong~ Haha~ Hope everything will get fine~

Finis giv all de invitation card~ Relax le~ Wait for ying xin thr finis den i can relax well le~ Haha~~ Fortunately hav many ppl help me~ Thx~ Haha~

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绵绵细雨，
想起了之前的承诺~
曾说过，
拥有，
但如今，
因为害怕，
而裹足不前~

讨厌，
讨厌这样的我，
怕我们的关系，
因一句话，
而变质~
为何我会含如此想法~
恨！

遥望周遭，
开始有点愤世嫉俗~
愤怒我的懦弱，
恨我的退缩，
妒嫉~
旁人的幸福~

开始明了~
原来，
我是如此地懦弱~
如此的，
害怕我们的关系~
#

OMG!

OMG!!! Tomorrow is monday le arh!!! Sienz~~~~~~~~

Wan open skul back le~ Sienz ah~ Holiday so long le~ Now wan go back skul le~ But quite ok la~ Hehe~~~

Going to move house at 28/10 le~ Yeah~ So happy~ But de problem is~~~ My exam start at 26/10 ah! How move neh~~~ Haiz~ My mum say de date cant simply change ah~~~ Haiz~~~ So fan~ But nvm ba~ See how first lo~ See that day wad subject and ask teacher and ganti anot ba~ Haiz~ See how first~~~

Going to b mad le~ Hui kan ah!!! Haven finis~~~ Hope everything will get fine~~~

Mission COMPLETE

Yeah! Our mission complete today! Hooray!

Today is See Jie birthday~ Fortnight ago, we started planning birthday party of see jie~ We r going to make a super suprise to see jie~ Damn hard to 骗 see jie~ Haha~

Today after tuition, we going back home and started going to jee seng house to celebrate~ We 5.30pm went thr le~ Coz we hav to prepare suprise for see jie~ Den when we reach, we quick quick prepare de cake and make our preparation~ Haha~ We in jee seng sis room and watching see jie cars coming~~

6pm~ Finally she reach~ Den we fast fast ignites de candle~ de candle damn cute leh~ wont stop de~ Haha~ Den jee seng bring her go play ps2~ Den when she play till half~~~ Dang Dang Dang Dang~ "Happy birthday to u~" We all sing from up staircase until front of see jie~ De synz so gan jiong till almost fall from staircase~ Haha~ Fortunately~

Wow! She gan dong till cry~~~ Wakaka~ Den when she blow de candle, de candle wont extinguish~ Haha~ Den she keep blew~ de candle extinguish le but later on rekindles again~ Haha~ Den smoke keep crowded synz face~ cos she taking de cake~ I got record leh~ But too dark~ Haha~ Dark will b more romantic~ Haha~ Den she cut cake~ take out candle from cake~ Haha~ She b de Sinar Bintang 小姐~ Haha~ Lol=="

Den we go down~ Eat our dinner~ Den see jie keep smile~ Eating also smile~ Haha~ Keep say thx~ Haha~ She told us that when she came, she saw less shoes~(becoz we keep in store le~ haha~) Den she fell depress~ Den when we come down, she saw many ppl den cry le~ Coz yesterday sharply 12am i sms her say i cant go her party~ den she feel like very real~ Den she believe we cant go~ But now she saw we all den gan dong till cry le~ Haha~

Den we play cards and go playground play chase chase~ Den when we back~ Elaine so sad leh~ Coz her sis scold her becoz de dog barking==" But i saw her so sad~ see jie them also suddenly shocked~ Hope she will get everything fine~ Haiz~

Den when about 10pm, we cut cake and eat de remaining watermelon~ After that, all ppl back once by once le~ When 11.30pm, me and synz back with see jie~ She kept say she very memorable and happy~ Her first time~ Haha~ Hope her happy always ba~ Haha~ Smile oh see jie~

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16 ,SEE JIE!~

期待·Hope

Yeah! Going move to new house soon le! Yeah! Dad & mom say 3/10 move~ But all furniture haven complete==" I also dunno when going move== lol==" But i hope can faster ba~ haha~~~

But this make another mess to me~ Cut phone line and move to new house need 2 weeks==" OMG! Cant imagine wad will my life b without internet!!! Sienz arh! Mayb tomolo start no internet edi! Sienz ah! Haiz=="

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期待已久的，
终于，
含苞待放了！

期待，
你真心的笑容，
疯狂的傻笑~
不敢想象~~~

期望，
惊喜的来临~
深锁在盒中的~
终于可出现在你颈上~
期待的花朵，
终于盛开了~

盼望，
珍惜这一切，
纵使只做你的召唤兽，
我，
也愿意~
#

~对不起~

今日，
短讯唤起了我的思梦~
警铃，
似乎已隐隐作响~

数月前，
警铃已响起了~
是另一个知己~
过了一段时间，
我的默认，
使它恢复了湖面的平静~

今朝，
再度鸣起钟声~
不知，
是否只是简单平凡的问候~
或是警告的预兆~

看来，
我们的关系，
应峰回路转了~
曾经，
我决定过，
不理别人眼光，
只要自己是清白，
就可以了~
但是到了如今，
今时今日，
我的想法，
得delete了~
生活圈子越扩越大~
不再是以往天真的我们，
不能再随身所欲了~
你我已有各自的归宿~
不再是以往的我们了~
朋友的感受，
我们应该顾虑了~

我知道了~
就让我们的回忆，
永存心中~

~对不起~

真的很对不起~
也许你不会这样做~
可是，
现在活在悲痛火海中的我~
已无选择余地了~
眼泪掉了~
脑海中，
浮现了以往我们快乐的moment~
不甘心，
也无奈了~
要怪，
也只能怪，
痛苦的命运宿命吧~

Tired!!!

Haiz~ One day that crazy and sienz~~~

Morning 8am wake up~ U know wad i going to do? Is go out with teacher==" Tuition also no going leh~ Damn sacrifice... Den go skul... Watch rehearsal... Meeting... Den go out lunch...

~Sienz~

Den stil go back skul meeting... meeting... Till 6.30pm leh~ Really whole day in skul and with teacher lor~ Den go zheng qiu(sell ticket and collect money)~ Really xin ku lor~ go each shop leh~ Some more me so shy><
Haha~ Den go go go~ oni collect dao rm85~ Den go eat bak kut teh~ Wow~ So late nite le~ Haiz~ really whole day==

DEn go tesco~ So tired leh~ Buy 18 boxes of water~ Some more need carry... Damn tired~ Den when back is 10pm le~ ALmost wan slept le==

Den move all de water to min er and jie ru boy frenz house... 11pm oni reach home==" Wow! Tired leh~ First time out from 9am till 11pm~ Some more with teacher~ And not playing, is working~ Haiz~ Sienz!!!

~Really tired~

LOve Days

Yeah! Today we go out to de curve to gai gai with frenz~ Wakaka~

Morning~ Me and see jie initially wan go kfc wait for ah jien and wei long them de~ But they eat breakfast and see jie receive my sms late~ So we go early le~ Den when we wan go to eat kfc, omg! Haven open==" Den we saw Yang soon in side working oh~ I really shocked lor~ Dunno y== Hehe><

So we go eat mee at de restoran beside... Den Synz, Jien, Guo Lng, Wei Lon and Hui ying also came le~ When we going to sit wei lon car... Her mom slept... So we oni can sit taxi ler~

After a while~ We reach ler~ While waiting jee seng and wen yee them, we walk walk around de curve~ U know de curve? Very quiet== Seem not suitable for us to go~ Haha~ Joking~

^Synz & Jie

After a while, finally wen yee them reach ler~ Den we go red box to?... Sing K!(废话~不然去red box做么==开玩笑）Den we keep sing sing~ But we seem less bother wei lon and hui ying leh~ Got little bit so sorry to them~~~

<<>

Synz>>>>

Wow~ So song~ Dunno we sing le how many songs~ Until my throat also not nice ler~ Haha~~~

*Stil got many photo not in my phone~ Upload later~ Haha*

After that, we seperate into 2 groups~ Some go buy things for prefect annual dinner~ Some go watch movie~ Den me, see jie, Synz, Guo lng, wei lon and hui ying go watch de movie named"Where got ghost"“吓到笑”~Really got a bit funny~ They talking de hokkien~ Haha~ So funny lor~ First story not so scary~ oni they talking de word~ Damn fun~ got one sentences“头脑好就是头脑好，没变的。。。”Haha~ Becoz of this word den he make many ppl angry~ Haha~

Den de most scary is second movie~ Bout de forest de~ Really scary lor~ When de ppl wan see de ppl bath, den de ghost appear in front of him!!! Scare me lor really!!! I also saw see jie that beside me scare till jump~ Haha~

Den de last is funny lar~ Ah hui de~ Find bra got minnie mouse de~ Haha~~~

After that we back ler~ In de taxi got little bit tired lor~ Dunno y juz sing k and watch movie will tired like this~ Haha~~~

Got nice image wan share with u all... See

77lvl de place~ Nice oh~ Haha~

One more photo++++

^Nice ma? Me choose de leh~ Haha~

Hope we will hav more gathering in de future~ So look forward~ Tomolo stil wan go out with teacher~ Sienz~~~

Necklace

Today go shopping in mid valley~ With family~ Got little bit sienz~ But me and sis go shop ourselves~ No bother dad and mom~ Wakaka~ They juz giv us money~ Den ask us shop ourselves~ Haha><

After finis eating lunch, we going to market... But i forgot to buy a things! Is "P"! Den i go to necklace shop and choosing choosing~ Choosing till tired==" Den finally bought a necklace~ I think beautiful~ Hope she will like it!

Den we go to Romp~ Going to look for newest shirt~ Haha~ Coz annual dinner i coming soon~ Going to wear beautiful and sui sui! Wakaka~ But all like de same~ So out from de shop le~ Den go back home oni find a pair of suit that suitable and sui sui~~ Haha~

==希望之音乐盒还在旋转着，希望有一天，你们会出现在我生命中==

爱·你

黑暗中，
发现了，
楚楚可怜的你，
呻吟着，
纵然很怕，
因对你的同情，
把你抱了回家~

长大了，
你总黏着我，
我们，
似乎分不开，
我，
真的好喜欢你~

这一切，
非常地真实！
我甚至，
希望时间停留~
留住我们的这一刻~

微笑中，
清醒了，
方知此是镜花水月，
心里顿时，
是如此地痛~
为何这不是现实？！！
我恨，
可我相信，
总有一天，
你会出现在我生命中~

#汪汪！#

绝·择

清醒了~
到底，
究竟，
我应选择令人怜悯的你，
还是我向往的豪华房车？
我，
无从选择~~~

盼·望

Again one day that SIENZ~~~

Wake up early~ Den play game~ Den go tuition edi~
[Sitting jia yin sis de car~ Wow~ So scare~ But quite fun!Haha~ Keep thinking me in de future~ Mayb will like this too~ Drive car not steady~ Haha^^ So look forward to that day i can drive~ Wakaka]

#
今日，
得知，
原来，
友情的海洋，
是无比地深~
是无比地宽~

昔日，
对你心存憎
心存恨，
只为绿豆小事~
不应该出现的失误~
对你，
起了憎~
起了恨~

今朝，
得知，
你处处为我着想~
处处为我考虑~
心中的感动~
油然而生~
看透了~
以往不真实的恨意，
不允许的憎恨~

如今，
已清楚，
友·情~
是不可缺的~

~哈~
#

Looking forward to that day~ That day we out together again~
Sing K together~ Hope we will hav a memorable moment and memory~
~Frenz 4ever~

-------------Countdown 8--------------

Blur

Today, so early to wake up ler~ Cos i wan to change my habit~ Haha^^

Playing de game till tuition~ Really so pei fu me leh~ Play game all days=="

Sienz~ Now oni know~ How bad malay is~ If not u go youtube watch, watch apa rekod badawi~ U will see till laugh~ Laugh y our country control by such these BaBi=="

~Hari Raya to u all Babi oh~

Later 2am, elaine is going to fairwell with his sis le~ I know that she is a girl that easily cry~ adn also cry non-stop==" Haha~ Sorry~ I hope u will take it easy and relax~ Wan cry juz cry~ Dun store ur feelings~ If not u will b more pain~ Ok? Juz dun cry like a mad girl enuff~ Haha~ Wishes to u and ur sis~

So blur now~ Dunno wad they all going carry on==" Behtahan><
Hope everything get well ba~ Haiz~~~ Started getting dunno wad t feelings le~

=春=

遇见了，

聊天室中，

看见了白雾中的一切。。。

以往晴朗的春天，

开心的笑容，

阳光的活力，

真挚的感情~

似乎，

被乌云雨天慢慢取代~

慢慢地侵蚀~

今，

冰冷的冬天，

逼迫的笑容，

冷淡的微笑，

黑色的问候~

活在井底，

今得以跳出，

似乎冥冥注定，

朦胧多时了~

并不是不想了解，

解了权无得觉是而~

我要的春天，

何时再能回来呢？

一点的言语，

真能翻雨覆云么？

连真挚，

也比不上了吗？

希望一切，

依旧美好~

春意再度盎然~

点名=="

啊~被点名了！！！
丽珊点我名的~~==
被我点名的人
MuaHaHa~回答啦~加油(*o*)

点名规则:

A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题， 传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要回答问题的人的名字，还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了， 被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。

B. 这８个人要在自己的部落格裡註明是从哪裡接到的，并且再传给其他8个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现。

1.你最希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的是什麼？
~关心、谅解、支持
2.最近最鬱闷的事?
~华文学会的东西=="
3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
~软心肠(^o^)
4.遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注？
~视情况而定吧~
5.说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)
~可爱

~玩得起

~勇敢去爱^o^
6.爱人和被人爱，哪一种更幸福?
~我觉得爱人吧~
7.你现在最想拥有的是什麼?
~爱的人的关心与体贴
8.你的梦想是什麼？
~站在台上唱歌！！！（虽然知道是很难~）=="
9.恋人／老公／老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什麼？
~可爱、爱开玩笑~
10.这辈子做过最疯狂的事情是什麼?如果没有，最想从事的疯狂行为是什麼?

~勇敢的表现自己的想法~（告白吧~要很浪漫难忘的哦！哈哈）^0^
11.十年以后，你想过什麼样的生活?你打算如何实现呢?
~幸福~勇敢表现自己~
12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? 为什麼?
~北极/南极/冰冷的地方。。。好想体会冰天雪地的感受哦！
13.你为什麼要回答这些问题?
~觉得想回答~
14. 你觉得点你名的这个人是什麼样的个性？
~爱玩~可爱~
15.什麼时候觉得孤独?
~被朋友遗漏。。。
16.最近一次掉眼泪是?
~上个拜六（12/8/2009）-看终极三国太过感动~流泪=="
17.伦新增：假如有一天你和好朋友闹翻了，而是你自己的错，那你会自己去认错还是叫别人帮你传达歉意？（二选一而已哦^^）
~自己吧~（暗示暗示的行动，希望他明白~）
18.珊新增：你最喜欢你的恋人/喜欢的人的哪个部位？？
~脸~笑容~
19.敏新增：你希望点你名的人成为你的？？
~好朋友~^^
20.颖新增：你觉得自己五官哪一个最好看？？
~耳朵吧~（其实每个都好看~哈哈~自恋^^）

被我点名的+++++++++++

Elaine~

Synz~

Joslyn~

Jun Jien~

Zhi Yu~

Wen Ye3~

Chu Han~

Wei Lon~

==Cant Help==

Saw u so fan about annual dinner~ Class also din go~ Tomolo some more wan go out~ And scold by teachers and staff~ So long time din heard ur crazy smile sound le~ Haha~ Haiz~Me Like wad also cant help~ Haiz~ I think i am de ass hole~~~ Haiz~~~

Juz now Menyang help me install and setup de modem~ Although he is so pro~ But dunno y failed==" Some more he going to scold by his father~ Feel like so sorry about him~ Haiz~ Although like this, he stil say he wan help me install until successful~ Really a wonderful man~ Choo wei muz appreciate him oh~ xD

Tomolo take again hui kan photo~ Hope all can run lancar~

Yeah~ Friday holiday~ Syok syok~ Wakaka~ Finally KT promise help me design and do computer thing about hui kan~ Relax~~~~~~

Nothing to hope~ Juz hope everything will get well and less obstacles that stop our mission~ Juz hope like this~

==========Countdown 10============

"Fan"

Today, take le hui kan group de photo~ Tomolo going take again~ Hoo~~~ Finally can b free~

Ry told me that her tuition teacher sai mun is going to sponsor our hui kan~ I really happy leh~ Cos if really sponsor, i no need so stress about hui kan de money ler~ Thx ar Ry~ But can u help me follow this things? Coz i not close with sai mun~ Can? Plz~~~

In class now damn sienz~ Nothing do~ No mood to read although i knew exam is coming ler~ Keep discussing our secret mission~ Wakaka~ Hope our missiong will success~ Love u all~ Haha^^

Today, i saw Synz really haven put down~ Synz~ Hope u can forget wad that sad~ And dun forget we r beside u~ We wan to cheer u up~ Become back urself~ Urself that crazy, mad and aktive~ Haha~ Sry~ Hope u get well soon~

Sienz arh~ Juz now pn Lim told me friday mayb holiday~ Wow~ So shuang~ But if holiday how about my photo of hui kan~ Haiz~ So 矛盾~~~ Hope everything will get lancar~

Haiz~ Fan about my design of hui kan leh~ hope can get all lancar lar~ Think dao dis also sienz~ Fan arh!!!~~~

Nothing

Today, we discuss about our plan to go to karaoke in Hari Raya holiday~ Yeah~~~ So long no go out and sing happily with frenz ler~ So syok! haha~~~

Haiz~ Sienz lar~ Fan about hui kan again~ But i found that i hav a frenz, jia yin daddy is work in print factory oh~ Haha~ Den can find a cheaper and closer factory~ Wakaka~

One day that normal~ Nothing happen~ Sienz~

~闲~

Today very free~ Nothing do~ But sienz~~~

Find ady my topic in magazines of society~ Got little bit feeling of successful~ Wakaka~

Sienz arh! Y my Sunday life like this~ Sienz~ Haha><

Nothing to do~ Oni can keep thinking bout u... Choosing a birthday present~ But dunno wan buy which~ Haiz~

想到终极三国，真的好感动哦！！！超感动！！！超超超感动的！！！！！！修要走了，要和阿香以及一班好兄弟们离别了~想到眼泪都已挤出来了~~~试想想，如果你要和你的爱人分开，看着他和另一个坏人一起，你的心是怎样呢？如果那是好人也还好，最衰那个人是小气鬼、野心勃勃的刘备！哇！看到他的样子，我都快要呕了~~~幸好最后他们还是没有分开，还好还好~这教会了我们，遇到心爱的人，无论什么狂风暴雨，都不可以放手，不然会后悔、遗憾一辈子的！快快出完啦！我很想看啊！一个星期一集，一直被人吊瘾，超不爽~哈哈~~希望结局会非常的完美，有情人终成眷属！哇~好感动哦~~~

顺便宣传我们星光国中华文学会的中秋晚会！要买票的跟我买哦！谁都可以来，有钱就行！哈哈~~~

==Stupid Days==

Today, i held a meeting for chinese society de magazine~ But this make me very regret and angry!!!

First thing i angry is among 36 AJK... Oni 16 ppl attend~ wad de hell? How open oh~ Ok~ I fine~ Dun wan say this thing anymore~ Den when i going to start, a stupid~ no~ Is quite stupid teacher come in~ Say:"Who giv u all permission to let u all at here?" Den i say is Cik Tan~ Den she say:"Y i dunno? " Excuse me? Wad ur power to know? Y u need to know? Den fine~ She ask me to go and ask for pn siti permission coz she wan balik~ Ei! R u stupid? Wan balik call us balik? U think this skul is urs? This skul is belong to all students and teachers! We all got de authority to use this skul! Not oni u! Stupid! ok~ Fine~ Den i also tolerate~ I change place to canteen~ Cos i dun wan talk to her and menye-xiashui-kan saya! But dunno is fate or wad~ When i walk down staircase, I met her~~~ She ask me go to her office~ I juz pretending nothing happen cos dun wan let others worry me~(Zi lian><)

Ok~ When i go to her seat, she ask me:"Do u know y i dun wan let u in?
" Den she keep say a lot stupid thing den i juz say:"en... en... en..." I almost dun wan answer her questions also~~~ Den i say loudly:"We got letter ma!"Den she ask me let her see de letter~ She say:"Y in chinese? U take this le guard see ah? U think all can understand chinese?" Den i think:"OMG! U r chinese also cant read! Really stupid leh!!!"

Den she say:"U supposed to write in dwibahasa and tell all teachers..." Ei! Auntie! R u stupid? All kena H1N1? Sot liao? This is chinese society de meeting~ U think is a need to photostat to all skul teachers? R u stupid? Den she say: " U shud inform me~ Cos today oni me at here~" Ei~ How i know u at here today? think i am god? U all know la~ Stupid teachers is stupid de la~ No brains~ Den u wan me do wad? Photostat and tell all teachers ah~ STUPID! really no brain de wor~ Den when i keeping my document~ She keep ask me explain to my members say she not chase away us~ U see? A stupid teacher is like this de~ Wan 推卸责任！See? Now know nowadays de teachers is how d lar~ So now onwards~ I wont believe any teacher~ Even good also~

Den when she told me,:"y when i talking to u u face ur back to me?" Den i say i keeping things ma~ Wan i keep thing also wan face u ah? U think u r beautiful ah? U r old lady le la~ NoNoNo! Is old witch! Den i juz out without saying any words~ U wan hate me or wad is ur thing~ I juz will oni do my works~ Cos i know u r stupid~~~
Even my bottle left inside i also dun wan go back take~ This is my face problem~ I wont talk to u even greet u~ I will oni hope u jatuh kaki terseliuh~ And one days scold by others~ See wad ur feelings~

I am serious now~ Dun even ask me again to go see any teachers except i wan go~ Many ppl like to ask me go but from now onwards~ I wont!!! WONT! Dun ask me again or i will hate u forever~ 每天就只会推我去死~wan go see see ur self la~ I am not 善翁~ 我不是做慈善的~

That's all! Finally i know wad is stupid skul out stupid teacher~ I not regret study in this skul cos i met my real frenz~ Is i regret y i dunno thi skul thr r all stupid teacher~ Now i know~ Really a lesson for me~ Wont b a good and stupid man from now~

BYE!